Im Not Selfless

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I hate the fact that everyone is so depressed. I hate the fact that everyone is so sad and hopeless. I really just hate it.
I go on Facebook and see all the sadness and on Instagram. I look around my friends all stuck in despair. I just want to help every single soul, I want to rip the pain out if their very being, and shield them with barriers so that they might not ever feel another sad feeling in their life.
What would I do with all that pain? Id stuff in into my heart and lock it up so it can't escape to ever hurt another person again. What I feel doesn't matter as much as it matters about everyone else, I'd rather hurt for the world so everyone else can live the life they've always wanted.
But don't say I'm selfless, I'm not. I'm just loyal even in death. Loyal to my family and friends and when they hurt it breaks my heart and I want to help them so much. But I am just a human, I'm not God. But I'll try to help the best way I can... Dear God I pray it's enough.

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