Addiction| 18+

8|bathroom

TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!
AND VERY MATURE SCENES IN THIS CHAPTER!!

                                                                             .Hayley. 

It's been a week since i've moved in. I spent most of the time in my room or exploring this gigantic house. Harrison informed me earlier in the week that Grey and Mathew where away on a business trip. Which kinda annoyed me that Grey didn't even care to tell me himself. But other than that Mrs. Green and Harrison are the only form of human contact I have had since. 

Harrison and I became closer where I learned how funny he is. He can make a joke out of everything and I would still laugh. 

I was pretty much left alone with my own thoughts for the majority of the time. Which didn't end up well. Some nights I would cry myself to sleep and other nights I would fall asleep by a toilet from passing out, puking. The days started to get worse as my symptoms started to come back stronger than ever. I was constantly on edge about anything and everything. I almost even slapped Harrison one day because I couldn't tell the difference between him or my father. Everything just started to blur together.

My thoughts where also starting to eat me alive all over again so I decided that I couldn't take it anymore. I needed it to stop.

I woke up and skipped my shower and decided to just throw on another baggy sweatshirt and another pair of sweatpants. I didn't have any other clothes and i've never been comfortable to wear anything revealing especially when it came to exposing my body. I also kept my hair in the same loose and messy bun that's it's been in all week.

"Good morning my dear!" Mrs Green said with a cheerful smile.

"Good morning," I said back.

Her expression changed into a worried look as I took a seat on one of the bar stools. "Are you okay, dear?" She said as she handed me a glass of water.

"I'm fine, just a little tired." I said with a weak smile. She still looked worried but it looked like she believed that i'm fine. "Okay i've just noticed lately that you've been acting so sad. If you need someone to talk to I am always here," she said softly. Maybe it was my under eye bags or the fact I haven't showered in three days that she figured something was wrong.

"I promise you i'm fine." I said with a short laugh. She nodded with a soft smile.

"How about I make you an organic smoothie? They usually help me regain my strength when i'm still tired," she asked.

I nodded, but I knew nothing could help me.

"Looks like someone slept on the wrong side of the bed, again." I turn my head to see Harrison leaning against the counter. I ignored his comment as I rested my head down on the cold marble counter top. 

"Damn you really have today," he said. The more time i've spent with Harrison, the more i've realized he's not the tough and big guy that he looks like. 

"Please leave me alone," I said in annoyance.

"Oh I know what's wrong, you are sad Grey isn't back yet," he teased. I moved my hand under my arm and flicked him off. Which caused him to laugh even more.

"Here's your smoothie, dear,"I looked up and took the smoothie from her hands. "Thank you," I said in response.

It looked just as good as it tastes as I continued to talk to Harrison.

"How old is your daughter?" I asked as I put down the glass. I knew he didn't like when I asked him personal questions but when he's starts to bud in on mine, I definitely have a pass.