Baker Girl <Louis Tomlinson>

TWENTYTHREE

Edited.

Louis was leaving for England tomorrow and I'd be flying over in 2 weeks. I was very nervous for it because i hadn't been there since my family turned against me. I didn't really have any friends over there anymore as i practically ignored all of them. I couldn't even get in touch with them when i got back as would make me look awful and like I was only using them. So just gathered that i'd stop talking to them all together. Luckily, i had Lena and Danielle with me, so I had some friends atleast.

"Lou, what do you want to do?" I asked as i took a seat next to him and he shrugged and you could tell he didn't want to leave.

"Come on, lets go have some fun with the boys." I pulled him up off the chair and I practically dragged him to the car.

"Louis pick your blasted feet up!" I raised my voice.

"I don't want to go." He said coming to a halt, causing me to stop in my tracks.

I let out a small sigh as i turned round to face him. Originally I thought he meant he didn't want to go meet the boys until I could see his eyes going all glossy and I new he meant he didn't want to go to England with out me.

"I know you don't want to go but we've got our lives to get on with and i'll be in england in 2 weeks, It's not a life time Louis!" I mumbled as I wrapped my arms around his torso and he kissed the top of my head.

"It's going to feel like a life time though Lil." He sighed and I shook my head, I didn't want to get angry with him and it was frustrating me that he had to leave but we both had lives to uphold.

"Come on, get in the car." I said letting go of his hand and jumping the drives seat.

Louis

I didn't want to leave for tour and I didn't want to leave America. Of course, I wanted to see my family and I missed doncaster too but i was going too miss Lil more. I sighed and hopped in the car along side Liliane. Liliane's  phone went off and i assumed it was on of the boys.

"Yeah, he's with me. Yeah. On our way. Bye." I didn't pay any attention what so ever and I just stared out the window as she drove off. She knocked me out my trance when she screamed my name.

"LOUIS!"

"Sorry, what did you say?" I said as I looked back out of the window.

"Niall said too meet them at the park." I just nodded and I dont even think she saw because I heard her sigh. I was in a fowl mood and i'm pretty sure it wasn't going to get any better. I was dreading going back to England and the one major reason being my ex girlfriend, Eleanor. I may have been head over heels over for Liliane and loved her deeply but i think if i see Eleanor the feelings are going to come back and I don't want them too but it's going too hurt me, i can tell.

The car finally stopped and Liliane got out, I unbuckled my seat belt and made my way over to the boys.

"Alright?" I mumbled and the boys all looked at Liliane and I could see her shrugging her shoulders before Harry pulled her away.

Liliane

Harry pulled me away when Louis mumbled something and I could tell Harry wanted to know what was going on with Louis. I chuckled as he grabbed me and practically pulled me towards the swings.

"Yes Harry?" I said taking a seat and starting too swing back and forth.

"Whats up with Lou?" He said swinging his legs abit faster to get some momentum up, he was swinging a little higher than me and he reminded me of a 5 year old child.

"God only knows." I said shrugging my shoulders, slowing down as I had made my self feel sick from the swinging.

"How do you mean?" Harry said as he abruptly stopped and looking over to me.

"He's been off for a while, he doesn't want to leave but he won't talk to me, I'll be back in his arms in 2 weeks and he'll be fine, but he don't see that though."

"I don't think it's just that Lils." Harry mumbled quietly.

"What else then?" I said finally coming to a complete stop.

"I think he's worried that if see's El that everything that he ever felt will come back, I know he loves you and he worships the earth you walk on but I think he's just scared." Harry said looking over to Louis. "He's my best friend and I know when he's hurting."

"I'm scared too but he just doesn't really talk about it, not to me anyways but I trust him and I know he won't do anything stupid." I sighed as I stood up and began to walk back over to Louis. "Thanks, Harry."

Louis

I saw Lil get up and give Harry a hug and she looked upset. What had been said? I began to walk over to Lil and she had a weak smile on her face.

"Everything okay?" I asked as i stretched my arm out for her to take my and she she gave me a small nod.

"Yeah, fine." She took my hand and I went to walk over to guys but she pulled me in a different direction, she looked back to Harry and she gave him a small smile. He nodded to her and she looked back to me, giving me a small smile.

"Louis." She whispered.

"Yeah?" I said copying her quiet whisper, nervous about what she was going to say.

"I trust you, you don't need to be scared because If you see Eleanor, i completely trust you that you won't do anything. I know what you had and I understand that it can't be forgotten. I'm not stupid, I believe and trust you." She stopped, spinning around so she was stood in front of me. She was so close i could feel the heat radiating off of her body and her breathing fanning over my lips.

"I'm sorry i didn't tell you. Harry did didn't he?" She nodded and kissed me on the cheek as i gave her a small smile. "I love you, Lil."

"I love you more, Tommo."

I lent forward and kissed her lightly and she wrapped her arms around my neck, playing with the hair at the nape of my neck as she deepened the kiss.

"Come on lets get back to the boys." She said as she grabbed my hand, pulling me towards them.