Baker Girl <Louis Tomlinson>

THIRTYEIGHT

Edited.

Louis

I sat watching the birds tweeting, flying from and to their young ones. I'd been gone for half an hour and I was sobbing, silently. My baby was broken and I couldn't do anything. I just wanted to sweep all of the bad crap underneath the carpet, I felt useless. I sighed and wiped the fallen tears away from my cheek as somebody sat beside me.

"Still using this hiding place then, i see." Liam softly spoke as he rapped his arm around my shoulder, comforting me.

"It's good to think up here." I sighed as I looked over to him. "What am i going to do Liam?"

"Don't leave her and comfort her. Be there for her when she wants to cry. She's been sobbing in to your mums chest for half an hour, barely being able to breathe, she's broken." He sighed. "If you can't fix her, mend her."

"That pretty much means the same thing." I said, shaking my head, not understanding what he meant.

"No because fixing is when you want somebody to change and somebody to forget who they once were. You can never do that to a person, especially Liliane. Mending someone is helping them, helping them get themselves back on track. Even when they have all this baggage that will stay with them for the rest of there lives."

"Thank you." I quietly spoke and he patted me on the shoulder.

"Come on you need to be there for her." He said as he began to walk through the window and I hopped through the window, grabbing something on my way. I walked back down stairs, taking a deep breath before walking in to where they were. I kissed my mum on the top of her head.

"It's alright mum, i've got it from here." I said as i knelt down in front of Liliane.

"Lils, i need you to come with me." she looked up at me, broken hearted and with red, puffy eyes. My heart ached for her so much.

"We'll be back soon." I said as i brought Liliane too the back garden and leading her to my special place. I held her as close as i could to my body and I could hear her breathing calm down.

"Where are we going?" She quietly spoke.

"My little paradise." i whispered wiping her bright red hair out of her face and she sighed as we carried on walking.

"You can't tell anybody about this, you're the first girl i've brought here, apart from my mum." I whispered, kissing the top of her head. I pulled back the dangling branches that fell from the massive bean tree to unveil my paradise.

Liliane

Louis pulled open the little curtain of leaves that were hiding the view and I gasped at what i saw, there was a little stream which surrounded by beautiful trees of all shapes and sizes. Dangling from the tresse were different coloured glass lanterns which had solar powered fairy lights in them. Louis pulled me through, smiling at me as my hand was covering my mouth, I was in awe.

"Louis, this is beautiful, it's like walking in to never neverland." I let out a shallow breath and I felt a little bit of relief, like everything had been lifted from my shoulders. It was like my dad, my mum and grandads presence were all near by. I smiled as I walked around. I let my self go from Louis and spun around in the open space as blosson fell around me. I hadn't noticed but Louis had his phone out and must have been taking photos of me but I felt so free and i was the only girl Louis had ever brought down here which made me feel like the only girl in the world.

"Thank you." I said as i walked up to Louis, lightly pecking him on the lips.

"I want the best for you." He sighed his voice cracking slightly and I gave him a small smile. My pain was hurting him, which hurt me even more.