Baker Girl <Louis Tomlinson>

FIFTYFIVE

Edited.

It had now been a month into touring and our next stop was Italy. Okay so being very excited would be an understatement, we'd got rid of the bus now and we had just landed in Italy.

The boys were busy rehearsing for there tour so i decided to wander the oh so very familiar place i used to call home and I smiled as i walked past the bakery that was partly mine. I walked past and saw James. Oh my god, A little wave of excitement went through me and it won't hurt to say hello.

"JAMES!" I screamed as i walked in the shop and the whole shop stopped and looked at me. I flashed a quick smile before running over to him and hugging him.

"What are you doing here?" He mumbled in to my shoulder and I laughed as i new he couldn't breath because i was hugging him so tight.

"The boys are here for a week, touring." I smiled, giving him another big hug!

"Come on, lets go get some lunch!" I said, pulling him out of the shop before he could even say no.

"Sooooo, hows life?" I said as we stepped out side in to the summer breeze and I was wearing a sumer dress, heels and my hair laid down my back.

"Well you know, the norm." he said laughing. I nodded and smiled. "You look better than you did when you lived over here."

"I feel it." I said smiling up at him.

My phone began to buzz in my pocket.

"Lils where are you?" Louis voice rang through the phone.

"In town with James, why?" I mumbled.

"Because there is pictures of you every where hugging some dude." He sighed.

"Louis thats James, I saw him in the cafe i used to work in."

"Right, okay." He mumbled before turning off the call, I shook my head and put my phone in my bag.

"Whats the matter?" James said dragging me into a restaurant.

"Louis saw photos of us. Fucking paps i tell ya, they're everywhere." I said, seating myself at a table.

"I don't know how you put up with it." He said shaking his head.

"Sometimes i don't either." I muttered to myself. "Be prepared you'll be over every mag tomorrow."

"What would you like?" She said in her italian lingo.

"Nothing, i'm not hungry." i mumbled.

"she'll have spagetti bolognese, and so will i." James said, smiling up to her.

"I'm not hungry." I whisper shouted.

"And i also know that you are, you're just too pissed off too eat!" He whisper shouted back.

"You know me that well, huh?" I said, smiling.

"Yupppp." He said popping the P

***

I arrived back at the hotel, alone. The boys were touring and I walked up to the room, I new it was going to be empty. I sighed and just decided to go down to the bar. I grabbed the money from my bag and shoved it the cup of my bra, I didn't really care. I walked down and ordered a cocktail. I pulled out my phone and I new they'd be performing but hey ho.

Liliane: Louis. I'm in the bar, so yeah if you want to come and find me, i'll be there and i'll probably be sloshed baby. Bye.

He obviously didn't reply being as he couldn't. I sighed and finished my cocktail off.

"What is a lovely lady like you doing sitting by yourself?" An italian voice spoke from my left.

"Boyfriends doing a concert." I sighed and then I looked up at him. "Gino?"

"Yeah, Hi." He beamed and he pulled me in for a hug. "How are you love? Been a while."

"Not bad, I'm sorry i just like got up and left. I just i wasn't handling things very well then." He smiled at me.

"Aw, it's okay!". He ordered me another drink and the time flew by. I checked on my phone. 00.02am. Uh midnight and no Louis? hmm, he should have been finished by now. I quickly pulled out my phone and as i expected no answer from him. I sighed.

"I better get going, it was good catching up." I said giving him a hug.

"You too, don't let them hold you back." He said winking at me.

Okay so i may have just totally opened up to Gino, truth is i barely saw the boys, ever. They were so damn caught up in this hole tour, which obviously i was so proud of them for but i just i couldn't deal with not being able to see them, especially Louis. I wouldn't see them for 24 hours straight and then the only time I would see them was morning when i woke up which would be for maybe half an hour and I needed my Louis time but I wasn't getting any.

I strolled up to the room, i slowly unlocked it and it was empty. Great, I slammed the hotel room door shut forgetting that there was plently of other people staying here, except i didn't shut it as i walked in. I spun round and shut it the opposite way. Fuck them. Fuck them boys.

I decided to take a stroll around the night of Italy and I got to the bridge where i once tried to commit suicide.

"Don't do it again, Lil." James quietly spoke from behind me, causing me to jump a little.

"How did you know i was going to be here?" I said, turning round to face him.

"Well i was in the café and saw you slowly walk past, so i decided to follow you, sorry if it's creepy." He smiled sheepishly at me.

"Nah, it's cool."

"Why are you out here alone anyway?"

"I saw Gino and Louis was performing, I went up to the room, no soul to be seen. I got pissed off and needed a walk. It's now 2am." I shrugged.

I had been walking for two hours and I missed this city, maybe i might just live here now. Forget everything else and just move, maybe i should do that.

Oh, who am i kidding?

I could never leave Louis.