Baker Girl <Louis Tomlinson>

FORTYONE

Edited.

I pulled up in to Padstow the morning after and I pulled up at my old house, well my nans old house, hoping that she still lived here. I took a deep breath and I pulled my phone out of pocket quickly seeing a text from Louis. He'd seen the note and my breath hitched in my throat, knowing i'd broken his heart. I sat in the car a little longer, not wanting to into early in the morning, it got too 9am and I thought it'd be a good idea to maybe go and knock. I sighed before checking my self in the mirror, black eyes and pale skin - brilliant.

I jumped out of the car, leaving Jeremy behind before I got to the front door taking a deep breath and then I pressed the bell. I could hear shuffling coming from inside and I held my breath.

"Hello." A lady, said opening the front door.

"Does Margaret Matthews live here?" I said crossing my fingers behind my back and she nodded, I let out a breath aI didn't realising I'd been holding.

"MARG!" She shouted and she wasn't southern, she was northern, I held my breath again and whoever it was, we never recognized each other. I looked at my feet and I saw a pair of feet in front of me, that had changed from the other feet. I looked up slowly, tears in my eyes, scared of how she'll react and she pulled me in to a hug as soon as she saw it was me. I sobbed into her chest.

"I can't believe it is you!" She cried and I looked up giving her a teary smile.

"I'm sorry, i'm sorry i ran, i'm sorry about everything." I sobbed a bit harder.

"I hope you're prepared, all the family are here." I looked at my nan, I was about to walk into a house full of people i hadn't seen since i was 16, possibly younger. I nodded slowly and she took my hand, slamming the door behind us. I walked slowly into the room, people turning there heads and i smiled, sheepishly. I earned a few gasps to.

"Hi." I softly mumbled and somebody ran straight into me, giving me a big hug. I looked up to see who it was and it was my cousin Chris. We were inseparable and I told him everything about my past.

"I'm so glad you're safe!" He said as he hugged me tighter and I smiled as I let the tears fall again. He pulled me over to where he was sitting and I sat next to him.

A good hour had gone by and i was in awe of how everybody had changed. My nan was awfully quiet but i could never blame her for anything, they all caught me up on everything. Chris' mum and dad had split up which was my blood uncle and horrible aunt. Non of us liked her and you could tell he didn't either, she has taken my uncle for a ride. My phone began to buzz in my pocket and I pulled it out quickly, choking at the name i saw on the screen.

Harry.

i'll be right back." I said and walked in to the hall way, searching for somewhere to go, i decided to walk in to the garden.

Chris

Lily was on edge, I mean fair enough we hadn't seen her in a good 2 - 3 years, but something was up. We all new she was with Louis Tomlinson, we all new she was touring and that Simon Cowell was her manager. She was still family, we pretty much watched her every move. I decided to go and look for her after a good 10 minutes of her being gone. I found her but she was crying and screaming down the phone. I sat back and listened, not wanting to get involved.

"NO HARRY, YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND. YES OF COURSE I FUCKING LOVE HIM. i only left because i need to be here, i need to be there for my nan. I know he's broken Harry. I do know my own boyfriend. Yes of course he is. Get him to show you the fucking letter dude. Yeah right Harry, No non of you fucking miss me? oh save it. If you did you wouldn't be shouting at me. Tell danielle and perrie i'll call them later. Alright. yes i do harry. I do fucking miss you. I miss all of you especially Lou. I'm sorry Harry. I just... i need my family."