Baker Girl <Louis Tomlinson>

THIRTYONE

Edited.

I woke up the next morning with butterflies in my stomach and I new exactly why, I was performing at Padstow arena with the boys tonight, well not with but yeah, you know what i mean. I'd eaten breakfast and we were making our way to the studio. I hadn't told Louis about why i was so upset last night. I couldn't tell the only person i loved, or that loved me that my dad abused me, could i? It would just be my luck. I was feeling so sick right now.

"Louis, can you pull over?" He pulled the car over and I hopped out quickly, shortly after i was throwing my breakfast up.

"Are you okay?" Louis said while rubbing my back as he knelt down beside me.

"I'm so nervous, this is my home town, i'd be lieing if i weren't shitting it." I sighed as sunk in to Louis arms, still sat on the side of the road.

"You'll be fine. They'll love you." He said trying to reassure me, but he didn't know the real reason it scared me so much about being back here.

I sighed and sat in the car, i probably looked green but we soon arrived at the arena gearing up for tonight. Luckily i didn't really have to do anything as it was basically all One Direction and I was only singing 5 songs, i started at 6:30 though and I was nervous but i wouldn't let this get to me. Not tonight, It was my first proper show with the boys and this meant the world to them, they meant the world to me and I wouldn't let it harm there performance.

It was 6 o clock and I was dressed in a floaty dress, cowgirl boots, and denim jacket, rocking it country. My hair was curled and rested nicely on my shoulders. Honestly i hadn't really seen the boys, they were so busy rehearsing that i just wanted to stay out of there way. I was laid back on the couch, with my eyes shut when someone sat next to me. I opened one eye and looked at them.

"Hey Zayn." I said as i looked at him.

"Hey, Perrie said you left early last night, everything okay?" He said, smiling.

"Ye-yeah, i just.. i wasn't feeling to good & Lena was smashed." I lied, he could tell though but he didn't bother me about it.

"Awh, Louis said you were sick earlier, you sure you're okay for tonight?" I nodded.

"Just nervous." I shuffled in my seat, uncomfortably before getting up. "I have to go to bathroom."

I needed fresh air. I opened the back door and stood there, with my head against the wall, exhaling and inhaling deeply.

"What are you doing out here, it's breezy out here." Niall spoke, making me jump.

"Jesus fuck, Ni. I needed air, It's so stuffy in there." I sighed, resting my head against the wall again.

"I agree." He said as he stood next to me.

"Everything okay?" He asked, okay this was the 3rd person now, If another person asks me if i'm okay, i'm going to scream.

"I'm fine, ni." i said, sighing. Luckily, he believed i was, well he probably saw straight through me like Zayn did but before he could question it the door swung open and Harry walked out.

"YO YO YO. How are you?" He shouted, excitedly.

You joking me?!

"Oh my fucking god, if one more person asks me if i'm okay, i'm going too flip!" I screamed before walking inside and sighing. I grabbed a quick drink of water before walking to the side doors too the stage. Two hands wrapped around my waist, instantly making me melt as I recognised his touch straight away and I sighed.

"I'm not going to ask you because I don't want you too flip at me but, I'm here for you and i love you okay?" I nodded and turned round to face him.

"I just need time too think about how i'm going too say it. It's nothing terrible, for us anyways. I will tell you though, i promise. I love you too." I said as I kissed him on the cheek.

"You're on in two!"

"Good luck baby!" Louis whispered in my ear as i geared up for my performance, I was nervous so I took a sip of my water before kissing louis on the cheek.

"NOW!" And the doors opened and it was my time to shine. I'd done 3 shows and this was the one i was most nervous about. I'd chosen to sing Girl on fire by Alicia keys, I knew you were trouble by Taylor swift, Foundations by Kate Nash. Loser like me - Glee Cast and So Yesterday - Hilary Duff. I finally sang all of my songs and I looked out in to the crowd, taking in the applaud.

"ISN'T SHE GREAT?" The boys screamed as they ran on to the stage and Louis walked over to me.

"You did great." He whispered before kissing me on the cheek, getting awe's from the crowd, i blushed and looked at the ground. I began to walk off.

"HOLD UP!" Liam shouted through the mic and I stopped in my tracks, slowly spinning round. I looked at all 5 boys who were grinning at me.

"Wh-what are you doing?" I whisper shouted. I don't know why i whisper shouted the crowd wouldn't hear me anyway. Louis was grinning, Harry and Niall were laughing. Somebody shoved a mic in my hand as i stood there, aimlessly trying to figure out what was going on.

"Who wants to know what there doing?" I said through the mic, making the crowd go wild.

"Well?" I said smirking at them.

"Okay, okay, we want you too sing little things with us." I stood there mouth open.

"What?" I said through the mic, thinking it wasn't near my mouth and I chuckled.

"Well, we've had people tweeting about it." Liam shrugged and I nodded because I had seen this for myself and with in seconds the guitar started to play Little things, I looked at Louis who was smiling at me.

"Just start whenever." He whisper shouted at me, I nodded and took a deep breath. I loved this song so much, It was beautiful.

I began to sing as soon as i was comfortable and the whole crowd was quiet. I'd never known them too be this quiet at a one direction concert. The song soon became to an end.

"Give it up for LIL!" Zayn shouted and I took my last bow before kissing Lou on the cheek and skipping off stage.

"OH MY GOD!" I screamed and run to hug Danielle and Lena.

"You did good!" Lena beamed.

"Thanks! I was so nervous." I took a drink of water and we went to sit so we could watch the boys for the rest of the concert. The concert came to an end and all 5 boys came running off stage. Louis ran straight to me picking me up and spinning me round, causing me to giggle.

"Well done!" He said kissing my cheek.

"Thanks, you too!" I said pecking him on the lips. "I had so much fun!"

"I'm glad you accepted Simon's offer!" He said, gripping my hand.

"Me too!" I said intertwining our fingers and we all made our way out of the arena. We opened the back door and I was walking along holding Louis hand, not paying attention to where i was going when i bumped into somebody.

"I'm sorry." I said, before looking around properly. I looked round at him and my stomach dropped, my breath caught in my throat, my eyes started to sting.

"Da-dad?" I spluttered.