Baker Girl <Louis Tomlinson>

THIRTYFOUR

Edited.

"Come on Louis, lets go and see the boys." I said as i hopped off the stall in the bar.

I pulled Louis up the stairs and to where the boys were which wasn't that hard to find as Liam had the biggest suite so we guessed they'd all be in there. I knocked on the door, tapping my foot inpatiently.

"COME ON!" I shouted through the door andI heard a tonne of shuffling coming from the other side.

"Hi." Harry said as he opened the door.

"What are you doing?" Louis said before i could say anything and I smiled up at Harry who look like he'd just been dragged through a hedge backwords.

"The lads were attacking me." He said as he stepped aside for us to walk in, where we walked in and made out way to where the boys were.

"Hey." i mumbled as i walked in, noticing Danielle was there now with them.

"Danielle, can i have a word?"

"Sure." She smiled, not realising I meant in private.

"In private." I said, gesturing to move out of the room where she followed me in to the kitchen which was separated from the living room.

"Whats wrong, Lil?" She said as she walked over to where i was.

"I'm meant to be telling all of the boys and you of course, Louis knows this and I would tell Perrie to but she isn't here at the moment. It's about my dad." I took a deep breath, fiddling with me fingers out of nervousness.

"What is it? You're scaring me." She said as she grabbed my trembling hands.

"When i was younger my mum passed away and she died of cancer but my dad, uh well he turned to alcohol and well he used to abuse me and then i got raped which caused me to turn to alcohol myself, self-harming and drugs. I was a mess, a completely different person to who I am today." I sighed and I managed to keep it together, it didn't get to me like I thought it would. "I saw him today, he's clean, he's been in rehab and he was like my old dad."

"Oh my god. Why did you never say anything? I could of been there for you." She sobbed and pulled me in for a hug!

"Shhh! don't cry Dani!" I mumbled into her shoulder, squeezing her hard.

"I'm absolutely fine." I said as I reassured her.

"Everything okay?" Liam said, as he walked through the door, I'm guessing he could hear Dani crying.

"Yeah, fine." Dani said, mumbling while she wiped under her eyes to get clear her tears away.

"No it's not, whats wrong?" He said as he walked over to Danielle, holding her to calm her down and I smiled at him.

"I need to talk to you and the boys." I said as I gave him a gentle pat on his back and he followed me out to the boys.

"Are you okay?" He asked concern flashing over his face as stepped into the other room.

"I will be, once i tell you all." I sighed and I grabbed Danielles hand.

"uh guys, can i talk to you?" I said, hushing them all and they all looked around at each other, zipping there mouths closed. I smiled at Louis and he came and stood by me. I had Danielle in one hand and Louis in the other.

"What is it Lils?" Liam asked his voice laced with worry and concern.

"This morning i told you i'd tell you something?"

"Did you?" Niall asked and you could almost see the little cogs going round in his brain.

"Yes at breakfast." I said as I playfully rolled my eyes.

"Oh yeah, i remember." He mumbled as you could almost see him dreaming about food.

I chuckled and began to explain about what had happened to me. I finally opened my eyes after telling them about my drug addiction and all eyes were staring at me. I looked at Harry who's face dropped and he looked absolutely devastated. I looked up at Louis who could also see his expression and he shrugged, not really knowing what to do. I walked over to Harry and knelt down infront of him, resting both of my hands on his knees.

"I'm okay now Harry." I mumbled quietly. He nodded, but he was quiet. "Come on. I want to talk."

I held my hand out and pulled him up, wrapping my arm around his torso and dragging him out on to the balcony. I wrapped a blanket around our shoulders and i rested my head on his shoulder.

"Why did you never mention it?" He said breaking the silence and I didn't move my head to look at him but i could see he was looking at me. "We've known you almost 3 months. Why have you never said anything?"

"What do you want me to say Harry, I'm sorry? I can't say i'm sorry because I was an afraid little girl, I still am. I'm afraid that everybody i meet will turn like my dad and I am petrified. I never spoke about it because i never could. I have 3 tattoo's and each one symbolzing it." I sighed.

"3?" He asked.

"Mm." I mumbled, wrapping the blanket round me tighter. "I have one just on my ribs."

I didn't have to explain the other two as he had seen them but he had never seen the birds on my ribs

"You're like my little sister and I just wish i could of been there for you. I love you lots." He sighed, pulling me in tighter, his heat radiating on to my body.

"I know but it was honestly such a long time ago but i love you lots too Harry." I said as I rested my head on his shoulder again but not for long becase Harry stood up and somebody switched places with him.

"How long have you been out here?" I said, snuggling closer, not even having to look up at him because I would know the familiar touch anywhere.

"The whole time." He said still trying to get me closer to him. He pulled the blanket tighter around us both and we sat there for a while, just sitting in a beautiful silence.

"I don't think I could love anybody anymore than I love you." He mumbled against my head as he placed a kiss on the top of my head.

"We've only been together 2 and a bit months, Louis." I said, not breaking contact with the night lights over the view of Bodmin.

"I know and i want to spend the rest of my life with you." He said, sighing happily and I smiled as I kissed his jawline.

"I do too, Louis tomlinson." I snuggled into his chest and he began too hum Little Things to me.

"You're perfect." He mumbled when he finished humming to me.

"I don't see that but you are Mr." I said as i smiled up at him and he looked into my eyes.

"You are perfect, you're hair is perfect, you're eyes are beautiful, you are breath-taking. You're just...words can't even begin to explain how you're perfect." He said as he slowly kissed my lips and I broke away to giggle.

"Cause you're amazing, just the way you are." I sang and kissed him on the cheek.

"Come on, lets go back to our room, i'm tired." I mumbled as I stood up.

Louis stood up, grabbing my waist kissing me. I shivered and Louis wrapped the blanket round me before hooking his arm over my shoulder and we walked in to the room.

"We're going back to our room, night guys." Louis spoke and there was muffled nights and everything. We shut the door behind us and made our way to our room.