It started as an ordinary day... (Connor Ball/ The Vamps fanfic)

Chapter 12 - Oppertunities

Emily's P.O.V

*2 weeks later*

After Grown ups finished that night I decided to go home and just have a well deserved pamper night. I thought about the past few weeks and how my life has changed.

Now I'm sat in my flat waiting for Connor to call. He told me he had some news and would call me when they finished a meeting. I sat staring into space, wondering what the news could be. Did he not like me anymore. Had the fans turned him against me? Did the Boys hate me? I was pulled out of my thought when my phone rang.

*phone call with Connor*
Hello?
Hi babe
Hi, so what's this news?!
Are you sitting down?
I am, just tell me you goof!
THE VAMPS ARE GOING ON TOUR!!!
Oh my goodness!!! Con that's amazing
Thanks love, I'm on my way over to yours now and I'll explain more then.
Alrighty.
*end of call*

Wow! This is great, I'm so proud of my boys!! Wait... When so they leave? Months without seeing them, I've finally found some friends in London and now they're leaving me. I could feel my anxiety kick in but didn't want the boys to know I suffer from panic attacks just yet. They'll think I'm weird! I got up and went to the kitchen and made a cup of tea to distract myself.

Knock Knock

I run to the door and engulf Connor in a huge hug. He comes in and we sit on the sofa. He starts explaining about the tour and everything that lead up to it. I can't help but feel guilty that I'm thinking so selfishly but I can't help it and suddenly burst into tears as a panic attack comes on. My breathing gets heavy and Connor looks worried.
"Shhh, baby what's wrong? Just calm down." He soothes and hugs me. I just cry. I sit for a good half hour having a horrible panic attack but eventually calm down.

"What was that?" Connor whispered as I was obviously fragile.
"Anxiety attack" I mumbled.
"Oh baby, why didn't you tell me? What brought it on?" He relied and cuddled me into him and I felt a wash of relief all over my body that he didn't flip or freak.
"You're all leaving me here..." I whispered.
"Huh?" He replied and then added "No, no, no! Your coming with us!! We want you to be our opening act, if you want to of course! The boys wanted us to ask you all together but this seemed a good time!"
"Oh my gosh! YES YES YES! Thanks you sooooo much." I squealed and smothered his face in kisses.
"My opportunities are yours my love," he whispered into my hair as we fell asleep after our little conversation.

I'm back!! Hope I still have some readers💖