Lockwood / Y/N

56. Nightmares.

Moving from place to place.
Quill never leaving me for more then a few hours by myself.
After being moved from the Fittes building they took me somewhere else.
Never being told where we are.
Bobby was with Quill.
He would play games with me every so often.
Helping to pass the time.
It's been about 4 months.
Lockwood still hadn't come for me.
It was almost Christmas.

Quill kept asking me what I wanted for Christmas.
I didn't tell him.
I wouldn't speak to him unless I had to.

" Y/N come on there has to be something you want ?
Anything name it and it's yours."
Quill pleaded with me.
" Fine .
There's one thing I want "
Finally talking to him.
" anything I promise just tell me "
Looking to Quill.
" I want to see Lockwood"
Quill faces changed.
Disappointed.
" no anything but that"
" fine I want to go shopping .
I need new clothes anyway nothing fits me"
Being 5 months pregnant wasn't fun.
He thinks for a minute.
" okay . We'll go tomorrow ,
You can pick a present then."

He leaves the room.
The small house we were staying in reminded me of my home at 35 Portland road.
Missing Lockwood more every day.
Wishing he could be apart of your pregnancy.
Knowing he would be excited about everything.

Going to bed early that night.
Ready for the outing tomorrow.
Knowing the shops you want to go to.

Waking early in the morning.
" Quill ! "
You shout while getting dressed.
You hear someone coming up the stairs.
" Y/N ? Are you okay ? "
Quill says while nearly running into the closed door.
Swinging the door open just as shoulder hits it.
Panic across his face.
" im fine . Are you ready to go ?"
He catches his breathe.
Nodding slightly.

Grabbing your bag and heading down the stairs.
Opening the front door and seeing a taxi already waiting for you.
" let's go then"
Quill says while opening the taxi door.
Knowing today would be the only opportunity you would get.
Praying that it would go to plan.

You and Quill wonder round a few shops.
Handing him stuff to pay for.
Him carrying all the bags.
You reach the shop you planned to go to.

" I'll go in this one on my own thank you Quill"
You tell him.
" no I'm not leaving your side Y/N"
He says now trying to push past you.
" Quill it's an underwear shop.
I would prefer to shop for my underwear on my own "
You say.
Watching him go alright red in the face.
" fine but I'll be right out here the hole time"

Walking into the shop looking out the window seeing Quill watching you slightly.
He sees you looking so he turns his back.
This is it.
Running to the back of the shop.
" can I use this exit please "
You say to the shop assistant.
She nods at you.
Walking at a good speed you make it out the fire exit door.

Fuck.
All you could think of was finding a taxi.
Seeing one out the corner of your eye.
Running to it.
Opening the door and getting inside.
" lock the doors please and go to 35 Portland road"
The taxi driver surprised by you getting in.
" sorry love what was the address again "
" 35 Portland road . Please be as quick as possible"
He simply nods.

Pulling up outside the house.
Paying the driver and nearly running out the taxi.
Out of breath from all the running .
Making it up the stairs to the front door.

Banging the door as hard as possible.
You hear noise behind the door.
" LET ME IN !"
Hearing cars behind you.
Fuck.
The door swings open.
Reveling Lucy.

" Y/N ? "
Pushing past Lucy and slamming the door.
Doing all the locks and chains on the door.
Panting out of breathe.
Placing your back against the door.
Sliding down it slightly.
Looking up the stirs in front of you and seeing Lockwood.

He looks like skin and bone.
Pale.
Sick.
Like he hasn't been eating.

" my minds playing tricks again Luce.
Looks like Y/Ns at the door "
He shakes his head moving down the stairs slightly.

" it's me Locky .
It's really me "