Lockwood / Y/N

24. Where is he ?

It's 4 in the afternoon by the time you wake up .
You notice Lucy still sleeping .
Slowly trying not to disturb her you climb out of the bed and make your way to the bathroom .
You notice Georgie led against the wall at the top of the stairs , fast asleep .

Once you make it into the bathroom, you run a hot bath .
Hoping to wash the feeling of the man off of you.
It feels like he's still on top of you.

You wash yourself .
Scrubbing your skin till it's red .
Panic stricken that his touch will never leave you .
You sit for awhile just crying .
Not making a noise .
Wanting this feeling to stop .

After an hours or so you hear Lucy calling your name .
" I'm in here . Im in the bath "
You shout back .
" okay just shout if you need me "
She says leaving you alone .

Once out of the bath you make your way back into lockwoods room .
Standing looking at yourself in the mirror .
Noticing marks on your legs where the man grabbed you .
Standing there you know you will always see the marks even after they heal .

You feel your hole body shake .
You get dressed .
Long sleeve black top with high waisted dark blue jeans .
You grab your bag and shoes .
Hair still wet .

" Lucy I'm just going to pop to the shop "
You say will popping your head round the bedroom door .
" okay do you want me to come with you ? "
She says .
You think for a minute.
Your plan was to buy another packet of cigarettes and have one on your way back .
" you can come but you have to keep my secret "
You say , you can see her trying to figure it out while stood there .
" sounds interesting. Let's go "
She says grabbing her own bag and shoes .

You start the walk to the corner shop .
It's a 5 minute walk .
" so you gonna tell me this secret ?"
" you'll see don't you worry !"

You walk into the shop .
Fake ID in hand .
" 20 BH blue please "
The shop keeper looks at the ID .
Handing it back and getting the cigarettes .
You pay and walk out the shop with Lucy looking more confused.
You open the packet and light up the cigarette.
" oh my god you are secret smoker !"
Lucy says with almost excitement .
" yes , I have the odd one here and there when I'm stressed .
Last time I had one was the night of the brake in "
You say blowing the smoke away from Lucy .
" oh let's have one . "
Lucy says .
You give her one and the lighter .
" have you ever had one before ?"
" yes once it wasn't that nice but I know what you mean about stressed .
I'm worried about Lockwood , he's still not back "
Lucy says lighting the cigarette.
You start to worry even more , this hole time you had tried to push the worry to the back of your head .
" what do you think he's done ?"
You ask worried for the answer .
" I don't know Y/N but he was angry .
Upset .
He was in bits when he left .
He said he didn't want to leave you but I said I would look after you . So please don't be mad at him for levering . He was in no state to be looking after you "
Lucy says you can see worry all over her face..

You both finish your cigarettes and start to make your way home .
" please don't tell Georgie "
" please don't tell Lockwood .
I don't know how he would react to me smoking "
You let out out a little giggle .
" I hope he's home now "
You say while walking up to the front door .

You open the front door .
Mess everywhere .

" Y/N is that you ?"