Lockwood / Y/N

26. The bedroom.

You start to wonder around the house looking at the mess and broken things around the house .
" why did you brake everything Locky ? "
You look to him , you can see the disappointment in his eyes at himself more then anything .

" I just lost control of myself . When I came back I thought you left because I left again "
" no Locky I left to get cigarettes for the stress !"
He looks to his feet , moving the broken glass around .

You make your way to the bedroom.
Destroyed .
Complete mess everywhere.
Your pillows thrown everywhere .
Blankets ripped .
The mattress looks like it's been stabbed.

" Locky did you stab our bed ?"
You ask shock over your face.
He stands like a school boy being told off .
" yes . With a knife. Well my uncles knife "
You shake your head in disbelief at what he has done to the house .
" you are bloody idiot lockwood .
We will have to sleep in the attic tonight then "
You say while walking out the room and start the stairs to the attic. .

You look behind you seeing Lockwood stood in the doorframe to his room still .
Surely he hasn't done the attic as well .
You walk up the stairs .
The room untouched . T
The lights put up still intact .
You books still in the same place .

" I couldn't touch this .
I thought you left .
This is the last thing that is truly yours .
After what that man did this THIS here is you my love "
" I'm still me Lockwood . I just ... I .. "
he pulls you into a tight hug .
The tears flowing down your face .
Sobbing into his chest.
" you are safe in my arms Y/N don't forget that !"

You scream into his chest .
The anger you pushed down now coming out into the man's chest .
" I hate myself .
I should have fought back harder .
Screamed louder . "
You say while pushing him away and sitting on the bed .

" You did nothing wrong my love .
I should have protected you .
I failed you .
I'm sorry . "

" this isn't your fault Locky it's Flo ! She did this .
Just wait . Wait till I find her "

With that you storm down all the stairs and straight out of the front door .
People looking at you like a mad women .
You pull a cigarette from your pocket .
" Y/N PLEASE STAY HERE "
You hear Lockwood shout to you .
Still storming down the road you ignore him .
All you want is to find Flo .

You look behind you seeing Lucy running after you.
" let's find her Y/N "
Lucy says to you .
Smiling .
Happy to be helping you .

" I don't know what I'm going to do when I find her Lucy "
" we will figure it out once we find her. "

You carry on walking through London .
Checking every corner you could think that she would hide in .

" she has a boat "
Lucy says .
" brilliant . We'll never find her now "
Fuck .
You punch a wall nearest to you .

Your hand starts to bleed .
You don't actually feel any pain . You just want to keep hitting the wall .