Jungkook-hyung! || Jinkook

12. I'm over it

Seokjin's baffled expression stays for a few seconds as he tries to make sense of what just happened. I remain silent with crossed arms and eventually he scoffs at me.

"You're serious?" he asks. "You insisted on coming all the way to my house, even going as far as to climb up my window, just to tell me to stay away from older guys? You do realize how hypocritical that sounds, right?"

"It's not hypocritical at all. I had no ill intentions when coming here and you were the one who forced me to climb up the window. I was just worried for you when you said you were out getting extra credit."

"So what, you just assume I'm sucking someone's dick for extra credit? I could be doing anything!"

When he puts it like that, it does seem like I'm jumping to conclusions. There's nothing that says he's actually doing something bad.

"Well, are you sucking someone's dick for credit?" I ask, to which he huffs and looks away.

"That's none of your business."

"So you are."

"I never said that!"

"If you weren't doing it you would've denied it, but you didn't, which leads me to believe that someone really is taking advantage of you."

He clicks his tongue in annoyance.

"They're not taking advantage of me. I'm the one who suggested it in the first place. They are just stupid enough to agree to it because they're old and lonely."

I'm a little stunned that he admitted to it. So I was right all along? But now that I think about it, it doesn't make a whole lot of sense. Seokjin is super smart. Why would he need extra credit in the first place?

"Why would you suggest doing something like that?" I ask. "You already have the best grades possible. Surely you can get into whatever university you'd like. You'd even be able to get internships for all kinds of companies!"

He groans and falls back on the bed. 

"I know all of that already. The thing is that I'm sick of studying. I want to do other things for once. I've spent almost every wake minute since I was eight just to study. It's so boring! Ugh, not like a person like you would understand."

"Excuse you, but I know exactly what you mean. After I realized what I wanted to do in life, I spent all my time studying too."

He lifts his head a little to look at me. 

"Really? I didn't take you for a smart type. Everything you've done thus far has shown otherwise."

"Didn't I tell you I'm a scientist?"

"I dunno. Can't remember. Either way, it doesn't matter. I don't want to study anymore! I'm over it. That's why I decided to try and make the teachers give me good grades without actually having to work for it. So far I've managed to get three teachers onboard with my plan. It's going really well, and honestly, I prefer sucking dick once a week over studying every single day."

"Still, that isn't right. You're not learning anything by doing that."

He sits up at that. He wears a scowl on his pretty face.

"I don't care! I don't want to be a goody-two-shoes anymore. I'm sixteen and I've never been to a party, I've never gotten laid and I don't have any fun friends, so I end up hanging out with the neighbors' kids! Namjoon is boring as fuck, and Jungkook is ELEVEN! If I keep going like this, I'll end up in Guinness World Records for being the worlds most boring person!"

"You're overreacting. Namjoon and Jungkook aren't that bad. You should give them a chance."

"Oh, yeah? As if I'd take that from someone who hangs out with them even as an adult. You're even worse than I am."