Can Depression Find Love (Skylox)

Chapter One

Ty Pov

I woke up to my alarm. Great. Today was Monday, aka school.

I.Hate.School

I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror. I look like what I always do. Ugly. Fat. Emo. I sigh and get ready for school.

Once out of the bathroom, I grabbed my normal attire, dark blue jeans, a black long sleeve shirt, and black converse.

I look in the mirror again. I'm still ugly, fat, and emo. I pull up my sleeves. I see my cuts and scars. Yes, I cut, but it gets rid of the pain. I pull my sleeves down and went down stairs.

"Good morning Tyler" my mum greeted me.

"Mum. Call me Ty and good morning" I don't like when people call me Tyler.

My mum chuckled. She walked over to me and gave me breakfast. I didn't eat much. I try to watch my 'diet' so I don't gain weight.

I look at the time. '6:48! I'm gonna be late for school' I thought. I thank my mum and rush out the door. I don't live that far from school, like two blocks, so I just walked or ran.

Time Skip

I went to my locker, trying my hardest to move quickly so I don't get seen by Adam.

Adam. Adam is my bully. Not the kind of bully that will just use words. No. He would also beat me up. He told me everything that I really am and I believed him.

Just as I closed my locker, I heard someone yell.

"Hey faggot!" Oh, did I mention that I was gay? Oh, well I am so yeah.

I heard footsteps come toward me as I face my locker, not moving an inch. I already know what's coming to me.

"Hey! Did you not hear me?! I said, 'Hey faggot'!" Adam yelled. His friends snickered and I just stood still.

Adam slapped me when I didn't talk. I tears in my eyes. I didn't want to cry though, at least not in front of Adam. He grabbed my wrists and I flinched. He gave a confused look. Adam rolled up my sleeves to reveal all my cuts. 'Oh great. Now Adam knows that I cut' I thought. He had a look of...

Regret. What?

Adam let go of my wrists. I sigh in relief and rolled my sleeves down. Adam and his friends just kind of stood there.

"I made you do that?" Adam asked.

"Uhh-I-", I take a deep breath "Yes Adam, you make me do this. You cause me pain Adam. If it wasn't for you I would have a great life with great friends, but since you told everyone that I was gay, my life has been the worst. I have to hide from everyone. I have your words that you tell me to think about. Like how you told me that I was ugly or how I was fat and how I was emo. Well Adam, you know what, I believe you. I am a ugly, fat emo with no friends. I always wake up in the morning and look in the mirror to see a monster. I go to school to hear the truth about me. Everything that has happened in my life for the past couple years are all because of you, Adam." I finish breathing heavily. (I Sorry. It Was Really Long. I Just Kinda Got Into The Moment. Now Back To The Story!)

Adam stood there shocked. His friends had the same look on their faces. I held my books tight.

"Thanks for letting me know I'm a monster Adam" I say before walking away. They stood still not moving.

I smile to myself. 'I finally stood up for myself!' I thought. I walked to into class. Everyone was staring at me. I was confused. I slowly walked to my desk. No one took their eyes off me, not even the teacher. I finally gave up and asked them.

"Why is everyone staring at me?" I ask.

"Tyler... We all heard you..." A girl named Jess said.

"Oh-uh-um...." I didn't know what to say. "Mrs.Walber may I leave?" I ask the teacher.

"Yes you may. Here I'll write you a note so you can go home." She says writing a note.

I walk up to her and grab the note. I turned to the class, they all had sad looks on their faces. I turned to the door and walked out.

I look to my locker to see that Adam had left but not his friends. They walked over to me. They didn't look angry. I don't know what they looked like. One came up to me.

"Hey, I'm Mitch" he said. Mitch had a red and black checkered hoodie with a white shirt. He had jeans, red converse, and a dog tag. His eyes were amber and he had light brown hair.

Mitch continued," This is Jerome, Jason, Ian, Quentin, and Adam left"

Jerome had a black shirt, blue jeans, white converse, and a bacca hat. I liked his style. His eyes were brown, he had short hair, he also had a big nose. I like it though.

Jason had a dark blue shirt with a star on it, a blue hoodie, black converse, and a black beanie. I guess he liked blue. His eyes were blue and his hair is brown and curly. He looks cool. He is also the nicest one.

Ian had the same as Jerome, only he doesn't have a bacca hat.

Quentin had the same as Jason only he had everything grey and he didn't have a star or beanie. Quentin's eyes are also brown instead or blue.

(I Sorry. This Was Kind Of A Filler. Sorry, Back To The Story)

I said hi to all of them. They said hi back. I needed to leave so I said bye and left.

Time Skip

Once I was home, since my mum was at work I went into the bathroom. I sat down and thought about today. Then it hit me.

I. Just. Told. Everyone. My. Biggest. Secret. Ever!

What am I going to do! I told everyone that I cut and that I'm a monster. I'm get more hurt than ever.

I started to think more. Why did Adam have a look of regret? Why were his friends not beating me up. I was so confused.

After more thinking, I looked to the clock. It was almost the end of school. Great.

Also, did I mention that Adam lives two blocks away from me. What if he came to my house? My mind would not stop worrying.

I decided to take my mind off things by playing a game I saw on YouTube. I think it was called... Minecraft? Yeah, that was it.

I downloaded Minecraft and bought a Minecraft account. It took me thirty minutes to think of a name. I finally decided to choose, Deadlox. I started playing and I found it to be pretty fun. I wasn't a pro but I can still survive.

Time skip

After a few hours of playing Minecraft I went to bed. I was worried. Tomorrow is Tuesday, aka more school and more Adam.
'Well I'm dead, oh wait I'm already dead. In the inside' I thought before falling asleep.

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Herro Fluffers!
So here is the first chapter of my Skylox story,
Can Depression Find Love!
Hope you enjoy and comment for any ideas in the future!
If I find your idea and use it, I will give you a shout out!

See You Fluffers Over The Rainbow!
~Fluffies

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