Before We Were Fifty

Chapter 5

"Dakota, what are you saying?" He looks at me and as I'm about to answer, Sam and Erika come calling us back and I stand up, handing him Dulcie and walking across the warehouse back to the table. Sitting down, I smile weakly at the women, who are laughing about some joke they told and it takes a while for Jamie to join us. When he sits beside me he looks sickly at the table and Sam starts us off with expectations.

"Now then. This movie is definately going to push you both to and passed your limits. Dakota, we need to discuss the topic of the sex scenes. How are you feeling about full view?" From the corner of my eye I can see Jamie shake his head slightly as if he's objecting the matter.

"I'm fine with it. Whatever the movie needs, I told you." He continues to slightly shake his head and I can't help but smite him.

"And the BDSM parts? Do you want a stunt double?" Erika asks fully aware of what she's asking and everyone probably underestimating my answer.

"I think I'll be fine for all the scenes...except the last one with the belt. I would rather not do that one." He cringes as I say my words. Erika and Sam look at each other and nod approval.

"So yer alright with everything then?"

"Absolutely. I know neither of you would put me in immediate danger."

"Sam and I have arranged for actual practicers of this taboo t come and train you Jamie so that you know how to handle the exquipment. And we even have a few submissives for you to talk to, so you can prepare fore what is to come Dakota." Erika seems a bit strict, but it's highly understandable- lawsuits and such. "Jamie, we want each scene to be genuine, so we'll have you practice yer whips and such on a submissive before we allow you to work on Dakota."

"Wait...I have to actually...hurt her?" We all stare at him as if he's really stupid.

"Of course. It has to be real. The sex scenes anyone can fake and piece together to make it look real. But these scenes need to be raw, actual footage for our viewers to believe Ana's pain and Christian's pleasure." Sam comments a bit stiffly and Erika just nods.

"But I don't want to hurt Dakota. I can't."

"If you can't do it, then we'll have to find another Christian and this production will be pushed farther back." Sam becomes more irritated and I can't take this.

"Jamie!" I raise my voice and Dulcie shutters a bit. "Yer not gonna hurt me. I know what I'm getting into. It won't be you anyway. It'll be Christian."

They all give me soft eyes and he looks down at his daughter. For some reason I feel he just meant in general he doesn't want to hurt me.

"Alright." That's all he says and the women continue until lunch is served. After eating, Sam talks to Jamie about the certain things he'll have to do- probably scolding him for his childish outburst- and I start towards my car. I need to get away from him. I don't want him to know about Lukas. I want him to forget our conversa... "Dakota! Wait!"

Fuck. I stand at my car and he comes running up with Dulcie in his arms and out of breath.

"Can we talk?"

"I really don't have time. I have to go home."

"Kota, please."

"Seriously. I have to go." I get in my car and start buckling up, when he climbs into my passanger seat. "What the f..."

I catch myself so not to swear infront of the child.

"If yer gonna be in a rush, drive and we can talk." He coyly says and I glower at him.