Scarlett's secret ~ (Finding A Home)

chapter 4

I know this is going to make them mad but I don't care. I wrote a letter and left it on the kitchen island before I left. A map layout of where everything is at. The red stars are the towns where the hockey players are at , picture above.

Dear,  Mr.&Mrs. Braxton

I know this is going to piss you both off, but I'm not going to your all's family Thanksgiving dinner. I'm a Carson Not a Braxton. Just so you understand I did not run away! I'll be back Sunday afternoon.

I'm really sick of hearing all you talk about me, and just so you know, I don't need a therapist! I just need a break. It would be nice when I came back if you all got your heads out of your asses.

You teach your kids to be kind and not to be judgmental, but that is exactly what your doing to me. You're judging me and calling me human. Mom I've heard you tell Mark about Prejudice people, take a moment and think about it. You're being Prejudice towards me.

I don't have a problem with you all being shifters. I don't have a problem with people being non-shifters. I am a person that does not judge. Like I said back in May when you and Dean thought you was going to tell me about shifters. I don't live under a rock. You judged me then like you always have.

The truth is you really don't know me at all and just so you know, I don't like ass kissers. Just because you are reading this and understanding my point of view doesn't mean that things are okay between us and it might not ever be.

You said it yourself, Telling Dean my grandmother was a bicth. Why do you think she spoiled me, did you not realized she had a problem with shifter prejudice when you met her at the hospital when you gave birth to me.

You acted just like her! She did not like me because I came from a shifter women and you didn't like me because my father was a human. You judge my father all those years ago and you still do to this day.

My father paid you money so you wouldn't struggle to bring me into this world. You might talk about my father being a bad person but he wasn't.

Did you give up on Mark? Did you consider having a abortion with him? You was a 16-year-old and going to Community College with a newborn baby. But you found help and you raised him.

Was the only reason you kept him because he came from a man you truly loved or was it because he was a shifter just like you! I believe it was both.

When it came to me all you were worried about was yourself!

You just use Mark and your job as a crutch! That is my thought and beliefs. Why couldn't you find a daycare or a babysitter? You had options!

Look at the facts! You have a choice for joint custody or giving up all your rights as a mother, you made your choice! You piss off my grandmother you saw her true side, you heard how far she was willing to go, you got scared and took the easy way out! You cannot lie to me. I know the truth. I have seen the CCTV footage from the hospital the three days I was there. I knew from the age of two you were a shifter and my grandmother was prejudice against shifters.

You have got everyone including my brother to think that I am a spoiled, ungrateful brat with a bad attitude.
You do not know what I had to go through the 6 years I lived with my grandmother! You do not know how I felt when you turned my own brother against me. To me it feels like I am a disgrace to him and I discussed him.

I was over the moon when I realized, I had a big brother. I had wished for a sibling ever since I was little. Coming here I was pushed on the back burner.

I don't need therapy, I just need a break! This is all I will share with you because, you don't deserve to know anymore.

Now you can see and feel my thoughts. I just want to be left alone by all you until I can leave this place for good! I know I'll have consequences for my actions, and you can punish me as you like when I get back. You can talk to me all you like but it will not change the fact that I will still not speak to you.

                              Sincerely, Scarlett

I ended up going over to the next town a place called Sumas. It was a nice little town. I slept in my bear form up on the Mountain Ridge away from everyone.

I ended up doing some ice skating, fishing, playing my harmonica's and going to see a movie in a theater during the time I was there.

I had so much fun, but yet I was lonely. I thought about a lot while I was on my own. I thought about my mate. I know he was friends with Dean, or they got along real good, because they work together. He was at my brother's wedding and he was at my mother's wedding.

He was older then me, how much I didn't know. I wonder what he really thought about me. I heard him telling Dean, when they was talking about me that a therapist might be a good ideal. My mate thought of me as a troubled teenager. That really hurt me and made me sad.

He saw me as a teenager and he judged me before knowing me just like everyone has been doing. I'm pretty sure that it was my mate that put the therapist ideal in Dean's head. I know that he was going to be over at Dean's family Place for Thanksgiving holidays.

That is one of the reasons I wrote that letter and left it and another was a part of Me finally wanted to let my mother hear some of my thoughts and feelings.