Story starts with Murtasim conversation with Meerab.
Meerab:To Achanak aap ko yeh kheyal kaise aaya ki aap ko mujhse mohabbat hai?
Murtasim:Jab tumhe woh sare baten bolke chala gaya to pata chala tum bimar pad gaye.Maa begum ne bola tha Mujhe.Aur mere andar ek guilt sa aa gaya tha.
Meerab:Aap ki wajah Bilkul bimar nahi padi thi mein.Please yeh mat soche.Actually hua yeh tha ki Aap ke baten sunkar khushi ke mare barish mein bhig gaya to bukhar aa gaya tha.Azadi ke jashn mana raha tha.
Murtasim:Tum janna chahti ho na Mujhe mohabbat kab hua hai?
Meerab:Ji.
Murtasim:Pata nahi kyun tum Mujhe bohot yaad aate the waha.Shayed dil ne kahin na kahin tumhe biwi manta tha.Ya Phir yeh niqah ke taqat tha.Tum jab social media pe photo upload karti thi to koi tumhe comments yaa poetry deta tha to mujhe ajeeb sa jalan hota tha.Aur lagta tha tumhari sari khubsurti mere liye hai.Kisi ka haq nahi hai tumhe dekhne ka.Is liye aake bhi tum par apna haq jatane ka koshish ki Lekin tum to aab puri tarike se badal gaye ho.Yeh nahi pata tha.
Meerab:Zindegi se khaye thukar ne Mujhe badal diya hai.Aap yeh batai in 5 saalo mein laut ke kyun nahi aye?
Murtasim:Tumhe itna kuch kehne ke baad Phir laut aana tumhare pas mere ego aa raha tha bich mein.Phir bohot dino ke bad khud ko samjhaiya Aur tumhe call karne laga.Lekin tum kabhi kabhi uthati to kabhi nahi uthati thi.Jab utha deti to kabhi padai kabhi sad dard to kabhi kuch Aur bahane se call cut kar deti thi.Phir bhi mein kabhi karta tha call Lekin tumhare ignore ki wajah se chod diya.Kyun ki tang nahi karna chahta tha tumse.Lekin Anwar chacha se tumhare sare jaankari leta tha.Tum mere zimmedari the woh mein kabhi nahi bhula.Tum ek ke bad ek brilliant results karte gaye.Maine bohot socha laut au Phir laga mera lautna se tumhare kamiyabi ki raah ka kata ban sakta hai.Aur jab tumhari padai ka ek side lag gaya to Maine bhi lautne ka ticket confirm kar diya tha.Lekin Maa ne bahana karke lee aye.To sabko laaga maa ki wajah se mein lauta.Lekin woh sach nahi hai.Tum Mujhe batau agar sachme mein laut aata to tum kiya aise pad likh ke qamiyab ho pati?
Meerab:Agar aap laut bhi ate to mein aap ko tab bhi nahi apnata.Kyun ki Maine is rishten ko Qubool nahi kiya tha.Aap Mujhe itna bataiye itne salo ke bad hi aap laut ke karna kya chahte the.
Murtasim:Tumne kabhi is rishten ko nahi toda to mujhe ummed tha ki tum Shayed abhi bhi is rishton manti ho.Isi ummed lekar lautna chahta tha.Shayed mere intezar mein ho.
Meerab:Yeh aap ki Galatfehmi the.Maine kaha na apni shaadi ke baat mere zehen se hi nikal gaya tha.Aap ko dekke yaad aaya.
Murtasim:Meerab mein chahe tumhe jo bhi bola tha Lekin sacchai yeh hai ki Maine humesha tumse wafa nibhai hai.Jab se tumse shaadi hui hai tumhare ilawa kisi ke bade mein nahi socha.Mera rab janta hai yeh baat.Meri ek Galti ki itni badi saza mat do.Please maf kardo.Jo bhi bola gusse se muh se nikal gaya.Mujhe tumhari beizzati karne ka koi shok nahi tha.Yakeen mano mera.
Meerab:Aap ki kahani interesting thi Lekin Mujhe Yakeen nahi aayi.Sorry.Aur na mein apni yeh beizzati ko bhulungi.Mere bade mein sochke aap ke kimti waqt barbad na kare please.
Murtasim:Mujhe jo bolna tha bol diya.Baki faisla tumhara hai.Bata dena Mujhe kab Aur kaha talaq ke liye jaana hai.Jis din bologe sign kar dunga talaqname par.Tumhari khushi mere liye sab se aage hai.
Murtasim goes from there.
In the room.
Meerab gets Ruhail's message.
"Mushkil ka samna karna ho to himmat na hariye
Do qadam bad manzil hai,Gor se to dekhiye."
Meerab called him over video call.
Ruhail:Are wah kismat humse meherban hai aaj kaal jo Husn E Jannat ne hume yaad karte hai.Aap ki deedar ki hasrat thi yun mano jaise khwaish pura ho gaya.
Meerab:Silent.
Ruhail:Pareshaan laag rahe ho?
Meerab:Ek kashmkash mein hu.Samaj nahi aa raha kya karu?
Ruhail:Sawal apni dil se pucho mil jayega jawab.
Meerab:Dil humesha galat jawab deta hai.
Ruhail:Galatfehmi hai aap ki.Dil ke mamle mein dil se behtar jawab Kuch Aur de hi nahi sakta.Batau Mujhe dekhte hai hua kya hai?
Then Meerab narrated the whole incident.
Meerab:Samaj mein nahi aa raha kya karu?Lekin mein apni beizzati bhi nahi bhul sakti.
Ruhail:Ek baat batau tumhe.
Meerab:Bolo.
Ruhail:Meerab saheba kya aap ko yeh baat pata hai Aap aaj bhi Murtasim se hi mohabbat karte hai.
Meerab:Bilkul nahi karti.Usne mere dil ko jo jhakam diye the aab woha ched ho chuka hai.Aur mere dil mein uske liye koi jaga nahi hai.
Ruhail:Jhoth kisko bol rahe ho Mujhse yaa apne aap ko?
Meerab:Yeh sach hai.
Ruhail:Yeh sach nahi hai.Agar tumko usse mohabbat nahi hote to usse itne naraz bhi nahi hote.Mohabbat hai is liye naraz ho.
Meerab:Nahi hai Mujhe unse mohabbat.
Ruhail:Agar mohabbat nahi hai to aab tak maf kyun nahi ki.Tumhe to maf kar dena chahiye tha.Jis insaan se tumhara koi lenadena hi nahi hai usse itne narazgi kyun.
Meerab:Silent.
Ruhail:Meerab yeh Baat tumhe bhi pata hai tum aaj bhi unse hi mohabbat karte ho.Us din jab tum tumhare bade mein bol rahi thi tab bhi samaj gaya.Tum bhi jante ho yeh Baat bas manti nahi ho.
Meerab:Kisi se mohabbat logo ko kamjur kar deta hai.Aur mein bohot mushkil se apne andar yeh himmat lake majbut bani hu.Mujhe Phir kamjur nahi banna.
Ruhail:Kisi se mohabbat kabhi kabhi logo ke andar himmat bhi paida karta hai.Mere manna yeh hai bechare ko maf kardo.
Meerab:Na mumkin hai yeh.
Ruhail:Us baat ko bhula kar socho.
Meerab:Bhulnewali Baat nahi tha woh.Maine than liya hai unse talaq le kar hi rahunga.
Ruhail:Ek mauka to do.
Then Haya and Dayan comes and said;
Haya:Humara bhi yehi manna yeh hai ki ek mauka deke dekho unhe.Pastava hai unhe.Sharminda hai apne kiye par.
Meerab:Jab kuch dekhne Aur janne ki wayozud bhi yeh bol rahe ho tum Haya.
Haya:Ha mein yeh keh rahi hu.
Dayan:Aur tum hi to humesha bolte the Maf karnewala humesha sabse jada taqatwar hota hai..Agar Allah humare bade se bade Galti maf kar dete hai to hum to sirf unke makhlok hai.Hum kon hote hai maf na karnewala.
Meerab:Sab kuch bhula na mushkil hai.
Ruhail:Koshish karo yaar.Kuch mushkil nahi hai.
Meerab stuck in the dilemma.
[Should Meerab gives Murtasim a chance]
