come back to me

again and again

Mayas pov 

"DeLuca-Bishops! It's always a pleasure to see you guys. Do we know the estimated date of conception?" She says getting the supplies ready. "We're assuming about 3 months ago, that was our last IVF attempt." Carina says, holding my hand. 

Carina rolls her shirt up, and Jo puts the gel on her stomach, moving the wand around a little, before smiling. "Here we are, let me get the heartbeat real quick.." she says the noise fills the room, as Jo turns the screen to us. "Here we go!" She says, tears fill my eyes. 

"Looks like you're about 12 weeks, but you'd know that from the scan of course, Carina." Jo says smiling. "Congratulations! I'll print out the ultrasound, our next appointment is at 16 weeks." She says, handing me the ultrasound. 

We go up to her office to talk. She hands me scissors, and I cut a picture form the ultrasound off to keep inside my helmet. I already have a picture of Carina from our wedding, and drea when she was born, but now I get to have the new baby in there too. 

I lay on her office couch, she lays in between my legs with her back on my stomach. I run my fingers through her hair with one hand, the other rubbing her stomach. "When are we gonna tell people? And Drea?" I say. "As soon as you'd like, but I want to tell Drea first." She replies. 

We walk down to pick her up from daycare, she was only there for about an hour but she's still so excited to see us. She jumps into my arms, then reaches for Carina to hold her. 

We get home, and I play with drea as Carina cooks lunch. I can't stop smiling, knowing she'll have a sibling. I want her to have a little brother. I know Carina does too, because we both had one. "Bambinas!" Carina yells, we walk to the kitchen and sit down to eat. 

"Drea, your mama and I wanted to talk to you about something." I say, holding Carinas hand. "Bambina, I'm having a baby, you're going to have a little brother or sister." She says, and Andreas face lights up. "A little brother? Yay!" She says smiling. "When?" She asks, looking at Carina. 

Carina smiles back and explains she'll have to wait a few months. I'm happy that Drea is excited, I know Herreras kid had some issues with it.

The next day 

As we're driving to the station to tell them, Carina places her hand on my thigh. I shoot her a 'not now' look, but she's playing her oblivious game. Her hand is gripping high on my thigh, her pinky finger moving back and forth inches from my core. 

"DeLuca, don't make me take you in my office, be good." I say to her in Italian. It's a good thing Drea hasn't learned a lot yet, it's how we communicate when she's in the room. "I don't know what you're talking about, Captain." She replies, which gets me even more worked up.

We haven't had sex in months, not even since I came back. She's making her moves, quite obviously may I add, with just the worst timing. 

We pull into the station, and unbuckle Drea, and Carina walks with her inside. I'm carrying a lasagna Carina made, it's the teams favorite. "Probie!" Vic tells, running to Drea and picking her up. Drea laughs, making everyone else smile. Everyone is gathering around the lasanga. . 

"I take it You guys haven't been fed well these past few months.." Carina says, making everyone laugh. "19, let's eat." I yell, walking upstairs to the beanery. 

"Did you just come by with a lasanga, or what?" Herrera says, scooping out portions for everyone. "Yes and no" I say, sitting Drea down. "We also wanted to talk to you guys about something" Carina adds as everyone sits down. 

She turns to me, as lock eyes for a second as she grabs my hand. "We're pregnant." Carina says. Everyone immediately cheers, congratulates, and hugs us. 

"Whose egg did you use, if you don't mind me asking." Ben says when everyone has calmed down. "Mine" Carina says, smiling. "A little DeLuca. Mayas gonna be in trouble.." Ben replies laughing. "I already can't so no to drea, a mini Carina... I am in trouble." I say laughing. 

We finish eating, and Vic cleans up. "We gotta go tell the hospital, but thank you guys." I say, hugging everyone. "We got to know first this time?" Herrera says smiling, "yes" I reply laughing. They all cheer like children, and walk us out.