come back to me

i wish I knew

smut warning

Mayas pov

I start driving the short distance to the hospital, She places her hand on my thigh again, seemingly innocently. "DeLuca." I say, smirking at her. "It's Dr. DeLuca, mommy." Drea says, which makes us laugh. "Sí, Drea, it's Dr." Carina replies laughing.

We walk in, running into Bailey on our way to her office. "Chief" I say, catching her attention. "Oh it's family day here for the DeLuca-Bishops isn't it?" She says, "hi Andrea!" She adds, smiling. "We actually wanted to talk to you, can we step inside your office for a second?" Carina says.

"Since Meredith left, I don't have a minute. But you can walk with me." She says grabbing files. "You better not pull any crazy shit on me DeLuca, this hospital is falling apart and I can't lose you." She adds, walking increasingly faster.

"Dr. Bailey, I'm not leaving. We're pregnant." Carina says. Bailey stops, and turns to face us. She hugs Carina, "that's.. that's wonderful DeLuca. And after.. I'm so happy for you." She says hugging me now. She was there for Carina through the two miscarriages she had while we were trying, always telling her it was going to happen eventually.

She starts walking again, "I'm very happy for you guys... oh and deluca, I need you tomorrow." She says walking away. "Well, got that one out of the way." Carina says laughing.

"Come on drea, let's head home. It's almost time for dinner." She says, grabbing her hand. I watch as Carina and her walk hand in hand out of the hospital. I can't believe I almost messed this up. I can't believe I almost lost them.

Carinas pov

We get home and eat dinner, putting drea down to bed a little after. "Now, captain, back to what you were saying in the car..." I say, smirking at Maya. She walks towards me, wrapping her hands around my waist. "And what about it?" She says, kissing up my neck. I push her onto the couch, straddling her legs, with one hand around her throat, I lean down and kiss her.

We kiss for a while, hands grabbing at whatever they can touch. I kiss down her jaw and to her ear "Bella, we can't do this here, upstairs." I say, in between kisses and light bites to her neck.

She stands up, my legs wrapped around her waist, her hands on my ass. We make it to the bed, and she flips us over so I'm on top. I take off her shirt and kiss down her chest, pulling down her bra to reach her breasts. She moans loudly as I gently swirl my tongue around the bud, my fingers tracing the other.

I kiss back up her body to her ear, whispering to her "take them off" while tugging at her shorts. She does just that, as we make out again. There's a new sort of hunger with each kiss, like it's gonna be our last. I kiss down her body again to her clothed core, my mouth kissing her inner thighs. She's gripping my hair hard, her legs propped up.

"What do you want?" I say kissing her hips. "You. God, Carina. I want you." She replies, i smirk, and take off her underwear. I move closer and closer to her clit, before licking up her slit. Her moans are so loud, I stop. "Carina" she says pleading. "You have to be quiet, you're going to wake up the neighbors." I say.

I go back to her, licking gently up and down, she's not getting any quieter but I don't mind, I missed the sounds of her moans. I put my lips around her clit, sucking gently. Her hips jerk towards me, I take my free hand to pin her down. I take my other hand and line it with her opening. "Carina please" she begs, I slide two fingers in and continue my attack on her clit.

She's close, and I know just what will put her over the edge. I pull my fingers out, lining up a third and slide them in, curling them with each pump to hit her spot. She comes with loud moans, and immediately flips us over and starts kissing down my neck.

I always let Maya come first, not only because I'm the top, but because she gets this energy after her orgasms that make mine 10 times better.

I'm left breathing heavily on her bed, thinking of how much I missed her body. She heads downstairs to get some water. Her phone buzzes, so I lean over to check if it's the station. It's jack.. I unlock her phone, which I know is a violation of her privacy, but I need to know.

Carina only knows about the one time, right?