come back to me

cant keep doing this

Smut

Mayas POV

I try to catch my breath, laying on the bed besides Carina. She has this more intense dominating energy after the whole.. thing. It makes the sex great, the rest is not good.

"Bambina we can't keep doing this." She says to me, her chest moving up and down just as fast as mine. "I know." I reply, turning to face her. She's hesitant, reaching out to brush some hair out of my face. "I want to fix this. What do we do?" I ask, holding her hand.

"I don't know." She replies, sighing. "I thought I had just gotten over the one time, but every time I see you I just have this.. jealousy almost." She adds, looking away from me. "I understand" I reply, "what can I do to gain back your trust?" I add, moving just a tiny bit closer to her.

"I don't know. I'm sorry. I know it sucks for you but it sucks for me too. I miss us, and I want to just give in to the urges to forgive and forget. I just.. ugh! I know if I do that, then we'll always have this underlying anger and untrust in our relationship."

"Distrust. But yes, I agree. Do you want to go see a counselor with me?" I ask, smiling at her small mistake. "Maya Bishop-DeLuca recommending a counselor? That's something I thought I'd never hear." She says laughing. "Maya bishop-deluca is very different than Maya Bishop." I reply, laughing.

"Yes, I do think we should see someone." She says, rolling out of bed. God, she even makes therapy seem sexy. "and we should keep doing what we're doing?" She adds, smirking at me. "If you say do, Dr. DeLuca-Bishop." I reply, smiling, thinking back to just minutes ago, when she had three fingers buried deep inside me.

We head to dreas room, she just woke up from a nap. I'm glad she sleeps well now. She barely slept for her first 6 months, and that means carina and I had no time to ourselves, especially with work.

We head downstairs, I start dinner because carinas feeling a little nauseas. The pregnancy is adding a new level to the relationship problems, not that the baby is a problem, I'm very happy to be a mother again. It's that all I want is to be with her, and take care of her and her body, but it's hard when we barely speak besides sex.

"Mommy?" Drea calls out from the living room, "yes baby?" I reply, not looking up from my cooking. "Can I play with scout?" She asks.

Her and amelia's son have been the best of friends since she was born, he's a year older and she likes to keep up with him. It's nice, especially since amelia and Kai live right across the street. "Let me call scouts mom and see." I reply, grabbing my phone.

"Sure! Can she come over here though? Scout wants to show off his new book." Amelia says, laughing. "Of course, we'll be over in a second." I say, "do you and carina wanna come over for dinner after? Maybe have a few glasses of wine?" She says, "I'll talk to Carina in a sec."

I walk Andrea across the street and amelia welcomes her in. I head back over to finish dinner, putting it in some containers for tomorrow night. I head to the bathroom, sitting next to carina, rubbing her back, holding her.

"Drea?" She says, spitting whatever was left into the toilet before flushing it and standing up. "She's at amelia's, speaking of, she wants us to come over. If you're up for it, of course." I say, to which she nods. "Sí, it'll be nice." She replies. She leans over to kiss me, I pull away. "Brush your teeth, and then we'll talk." I say laughing.

She meets me in the living room, cuddling next to me on the couch. Her hand is wandering up my thigh. I place my hand on her thigh, feeling some what turned on. "Bambina" she says in my ear. "What?" I reply, faking cluelessness. "Please." She says, grabbing my hand and moving it closer to her center. "Please what?" I say, not looking at her.

"Maya Bishop." She says in my ear, "please, fuck me." She adds, biting my ear. Now I'm turned on. I turn and kiss her, straddling her lap. She places my hand on her boob, I circle her bud with my finger. "Maya" she says, arching her back. "Someone's needy." I say, smirking. "Do what I asked. Fuck me." She says taking her shirt off.

I stand up with her, her legs wrapped around me, our lips never separating. I bring us up to the bedroom, placing her down gently before pulling away. She nods down to her pants, I take them off, her underwear too. I lean over and kiss her again. "What do you want?" I ask, whispering in her ear. "The strap. The blue one." She says, pushing me away by a hand on my chest.

It's the strapless strap on. She takes it out of my hand, putting my side in her mouth. She puts fingers gently on my clit, making small, slow circles. She takes the strap out of her mouth, and kisses me hard. I pull away to moan, her fingers doing gods work. She swipes a finger up my slit, before lining to strap up and pushing it in. I moan into her mouth. "Are you okay?" She asks, holding it in place. "Yes, god yes." I reply.

She wraps her legs around my back, pulling me towards her. I line the strap up and slowly start to slide it in. She's moaning, loud. "Fuck, Maya." She says pulling me closer with her legs. Once it's fully in, I look at her, asking if she's okay. She says yes, and starts rotating her hips. I match her rhythm.

I pull out, and she pulls me onto the bed, straddling my legs. She lines the strap up again, before sinking down onto it. "Fuck" she mutters, her hand on my boobs. Fuck her hand are talented. She grinds on me, every move making me twitch. Watching her use me is, god it's hot.

I reach my hands up to her boobs, massaging them and flicking her buds. "Maya I'm close." She says, "are you?" She adds. I nod. She moves one hand down to my clit, before moving her fingers fast. "Fuck." I yell, moaning.

"Carina, Fuck." I moan again, as she speeds up. "Come with me, Maya." She says, dipping her head back.

She carefully gets off of me, before grabbing the strap. "Are you ready?" She asks before pulling it out. My body aches. She lays on top of me, our skin touching. "We should probably head over soon." I say, laughing. "One minute." She says, nestling her head in my neck.