Moonlit Desires (BxB)

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(Please forgive me in advance for this)

Thursday, 20th December
5:00pm

Jax

"What's going on Lynn!" I groaned as I held my stomach, doubled over in pain on the ground. "You fucking quack, do something already!"

"Would you calm down already Jax? And I can't help you if I don't even know what's wrong," she snapped back at me. If she were any other person, I could have her severely punished for speaking to the alpha like that but I let it slide because she's Leon's sister and my friend, also because I feel really uncomfortable going to her mother, or Brenda, the other pack doctors.

"What's wrong is that my stomach feels like it's being ripped apart from the inside out, my body feels like it's on fire and Jacob won't shut up about wanting Darrell even though he's only been gone a day!" I yelled out.

I woke up this morning with a slight stomach ache which I ignored thinking it would go away on its own, but when it got worse to the point I couldn't even walk straight, I had to send for Lynn. No matter how much I call her a quack, she's still one of the best people in the medical field I've seen despite her still being seventeen. She was and still is what most people would refer to as a child genius, sometimes even neighboring packs send for her because she's just that good.

"Well, based on what you described, it seems that your body is preparing to go into a rut which could also explain why your wolf has been so clingy and restless lately. Also, because this is your first rut since meeting your mate, obviously it's bound to be more intense." she explained.

If this is just the pre-rut and it feels this agonizing, then I might really just die when the actual rut begins.

"Don't you have anything that can help? Like some medicine or herbs or something? I feel like I'm about to die!"

"I wouldn't recommend that though, since it's your first rut after bonding, there's really nothing I can do. I could give you the inhibitors but it could backfire and make things worse. The only one that can help you right now is Darrell."

"But Darrell's away and won't be back till next weekend!" I growled out and Jacob whimpered within me at the painful reminder of Darrell's absence. For an alpha wolf, he sure is behaving like a fucking sissy right now.

"I'm really sorry Jax. Maybe you should try creating a nest?"

"Do I look an omega to you?" I gritted out. No offense to omegas, but there is no way in hell am I reducing myself to acting like a weak little wimp, no matter how much pain I'm in.

"Well, I'm just saying it might be more comforting being nestled in your mate's scent. I also read that it could help relieve some of the pain you're in."

Forget everything I said about her being super smart — she's a fucking quack. How dare she suggest something so demeaning to an me?

"Ugh whatever, just get out," I kicked her out before collapsing on my bed, catching a faint whiff of Darrell's scent in the process. I rolled over to his side and buried my face in his pillow, taking in deep breaths, his scent seemingly alleviating the pain a bit.

It's not enough though, the scent is too faint.

I started to feel uncomfortably hot so I stripped off my clothing and headed to the laundry hamper to drop my clothes but I caught another stronger whiff of Darrell's scent. Sitting down on the floor beside it, I picked up one of Darrell's hoodies and put it on then grabbed one of his t-shirts, burying my face in it and savored his scent that enveloped my senses.

Without thinking, my hand reach down to my aching member and began stroking it, taking in deep whiffs of the shirt and with each tug on my cock, I felt relief wash through me like a wave. His smell clouded my brain and it almost felt like he was here with me, I could practically hear his voice.

'You're such a naughty boy, Jax'

"Hmmm, so naughty," I mumbled, gripping myself harder.

'Are you imagining me stroking your cock right now?'

"Fuck yes," I moaned as I stroked my length faster.

'Do you want me to play with you? Is that why you're masturbating with my clothes?'

"Darrell~" I slurred out his name through bated breath.

You're so impatient Jax, you want to cum huh? Cum for me baby'

"Fuck, Darrell!" I screamed out as I released all over my hand and the floor.

I lay there panting a bit as I came down from my high and I did feel somewhat relieved, the pain had lessened significantly and my brain was less foggy.

I looked down at my semen covered hand, then the floor, then at Darrell's clothes in my hand and that's when the realization of what I just did finally started to hit me.

As I cleaned myself up, I couldn't help but feel a little ashamed of myself. Using Darrell's clothes to get off felt like a violation of his trust, and I didn't want to do it again. Plus, it didn't fix the root problem - I still needed Darrell to help me through my rut.

I took a shower and put on a pair of Darrell's pajamas, heading to bed with the intent of sleeping when my member started throbbing for attention again, this time the pain was more unbearable than it was in the morning. I thrashed about on the bed, and jerked off until my dick felt raw but it still didn't help.

In between Jacob's never ending howls for our mate and the constant aching of my member, I realized that I wasn't going to make it through the night like this and that was when Lynn's embarrassing suggestion came to mind again.

Fuck, am I really gonna have to do this?

A sharp pain piercing through my abdomen told me I didn't have a choice so I threw away whatever dignity I had left after jerking off to Darrell's dirty laundry and headed over to his side of the closet and grabbed a bunch of his clothes. I spread them around on the bed with the pillows and blankets, arranging and rearranging them as I let my wolf take over and guide me.

Finally, when the nest was complete, I crawled into it, burying my face in the soft fabric. I breathed in the familiar scent of Darrell, feeling a sense of calm wash over me. It wasn't a complete cure for the pain, but it did help to ease some of the ache I was feeling.

As I drifted off to sleep, my thoughts were dominated by Darrell and how much I missed him. It had only been a day, but it felt like an eternity since he left for his trip. I longed for his touch, his voice, his presence.

As I slept, Jacob stirred within me, restless and anxious. I knew he was missing Darrell just as much as I was. I reached out to him, soothing him with my thoughts and emotions. It was moments like these when I was reminded of, and appreciated the deep connection between I and my wolf.