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The most enduring love is often the one that remains out of reach. It cuts the deepest and resonates the strongest within the heart. This painful truth is known to all.
I have endured countless hardships simply because of my love for you. It is a feeling unlike any other, the most agonizing emotion one can experience.
I no longer wish to hold onto this love that causes me pain every time I recall your departure. Attempting to erase you from my mind is akin to trying to forget a stranger. The memory of your final kiss lingers on my lips, a sensation I cling to devoutly day and night.
My world has taken on a strange and melancholic hue in your absence. Without you by my side, everything has become infinitely more complex.
JongSuk has transformed into a different child, no longer the same as he once was. He longs for you the most, as his deep love for you remains steadfast, holding onto the hope of reuniting with you one day.
I strive to give my all for him. I dedicate my time and efforts to bring joy to his life, but the harsh reality we face is overwhelming. He yearns for your return, and I am at a loss on how to ease his longing.
It is difficult to let go of someone you had envisioned spending a lifetime with. We deeply miss you, and the memories of our perfect family when you were here with us continue to linger. I understand his yearning for your return, as I find myself longing for you as well.
Each night, tears fall as I lie in bed, consumed by thoughts of you and the perfection of our past life together. Our child's happiness in your presence weighs heavily on my mind, leaving me with a sense of incompleteness. It's as if a piece of my heart is missing, a void that only your presence can fill.
The desire to break free from this attachment to you is strong, yet the pull of our happy memories is relentless. It feels as though I am tied to the belief that you will return to me, unable to shake the hope that we will be reunited.
JongSuk is a constant reminder of you, as he embodies so much of your essence. It's astonishing how every action and word he utters echoes your presence in every way. He subtly reinforces the fact that I chose to marry you and build a life with you, and no one else.
But there are moments when the fear of leaving the room and never experiencing that same depth of connection again with anyone else overwhelms me. The thought of starting anew and letting go is daunting, as the memories of our time together are deeply ingrained in my heart. Because.....
