sturniolo triplets !! oneshots

bullied-nick

TW: binge eating, bullying, sick

day 67345- oh wait I lost count. It feels like that anyway. I'm just trying to get to my locker when Zack comes. Zack's been bullying me for a while now, although I haven't told my brothers or parents. His friend group have been all over me and my brothers since we joined high school. Matt and Chris started sticking up for themselves which made Zack and his friend group stop. I told them I stood up for myself too and he'd stopped, which wasn't all lies. He did stop for a while when I started eating my lunch in the bathrooms, but he takes every chance he gets when he sees me, and no I didn't stand up for myself. Just as I thought he was finally leaving me alone. He found out I was gay. That's just what I needed.

(None of the stuff Zack says is true it's just for the story :), let me know if you have any suggestions).

Matt and Chris have been wondering why I haven't been eating lunch with my friends recently. Alahna and Chloe know why I'm not there and they are understanding on me trying to protect myself, but they want me to sit with them, but I'm just scared Matt and Chris are going to witness an encounter with me and Zack. They've been questioning me everyday. For the first week my excuse was I had a group project with some people from one of my classes that I did at lunch, but I know that couldn't go on forever. The second week I told them we were eating in an empty classroom, which was true they'd meet me in there but I'd sit in the back corner incase Zack walked past. And on the third week Chloe and Alahna got bored of the classroom and wanted to go back to the canteen with everyone else so I was back to the bathrooms where I told Matt and Chris I joined a club, which now I look back I don't know how they believed that. And now they don't bother asking, and I'm not surprised by that.

Zack bullies me by pushing me into my locker, slamming doors in my face, calling me fat, calling me rude gay names, telling me I have no friends, and telling me I won't get anywhere in life, and yes they have all stuck with me. It's never been too physical but this week it really has been.

•matt•
Lately, I've seen a real change in nick and not a good one, he doesn't seem to be hanging out with his friends and i hardly see him in school anymore, and I'm only in one class with him and he's really quiet in there too.
M: hey Chris?
C: Matt what time is it?
Chris says groaning and turning to face away from me in his bed.
M: what's wrong with Nick?
C: what do you mean?
Now Chris was awake.
M: dunno he just seems...kinda off, what's he like in your classes?
Chris and Nick have 3 classes together unlike me who only has 1 with him.
C: I don't know he sits on the other side of the room in all of them I don't really pay attention why?
M: can I sit?
Now I was resting my head on Chris shoulder thinking about Nick.
C: so?
Chris snaps me out my daydream.
M: right yeah..nick..well in the class we have together he's really quiet and he didn't use to be, it's like he's not even there, and he avoids eye contact with me and he only speaks to Alahna but rarely, it's usually her starting the conversations
C: your telling me you spend an hour watching nick in class?
M: that sounds creepy, but it's not like that I promise I'm just worried about him, like where is he at lunch? And I never see him in the halls.
I think that got Chris thinking.

•nick•
The truth is I avoid everyone and everything. I get scared to speak to anyone. Im so paranoid that anyone could start a rumour about me. I suffer carrying around everything all day, okay maybe thats dramatic but those textbooks are heavy. Instead of putting it in my locker cause I know I'll end up bumping into Zack and his friends, quite literally. In the middle of math I got really bored and was really hungry. Every since Zack's been telling me I'm fat, you'd think I'd stop eating. But it's the opposite...I won't stop eating. I don't know why and I want it to stop but I can't control myself. I think since I've been locking myself away in the bathroom stalls, I've had nothing to do except eat, I take as much food to school as I can, moms been asking where it's all going but we never know. Well I do...but she doesn't have to know that.