Fire and Ice (A Sebastian Sallow x FemaleMC)

Chapter 27

Playlist - Living in the shadows by Matthew Perryman Jones

*Warning Explicit Themes*

The creation of life had always intrigued me. It wasn't the act of creating it that made my mind tinker, but more so that a woman had the ability to carry a child within her. To harvest a little being for nine months and provide it with all it needed as it grew inside her.

Those where the exact thoughts that ran through my mind as I stood in front of the mirror in my room, watching my belly. I could not believe, till this day, that I was carrying Sebastian's baby, a baby that we had conceived. I really wanted to be happy, to cherish this exciting moment, but I couldn't, not with Isiodra's threat looming at my doorstep.

A weight had been added to my shoulders, and I was starting to doubt whether or not I could pull through. Not only did I have to protect Sebastian and all those I loved but now myself, for the sake of little Sallow that was growing inside me.

When Isidora screamed out to me, informing me that if I killed her I would kill my child too, I was taken by surprise. The shock of the revelation is what brought me back from the depth of my fading sanity.

For days now, I had been waiting for her to strike, to come claim the life she had so dreamt of taking. But it was if she was buying her sweet time because the war I had anticipated had been put to a halt. Whatever her agenda was, the lines had now become blurred because I could feel the dark magic I contained, ripping away at me, commanding me to head its wishes. It wanted me to kill, to make Isidora suffer for what she had done.

And I was scared, because a part of me wanted the same bloodshed that my evil counterpart craved. But I had to be smart about this, I couldn't act on my irrationality, I had someone else to protect now.

The door knob started to turn and I instantly removed myself from the mirror and awkwardly stood in the middle of the room as Sebastian casually entered. He looked awfully exhausted, the bags under his eyes seemingly darker in colour. Though despite his tiredness, he looked dashingly handsome.

"Hello darling."

Rushing towards him, I jumped in his open arms, my head nuzzling into his neck. That addicting aroma of his never failed to make my head spin and I couldn't help but take in a deep breath as I smelt him.

"You and your nose." He chuckled, his large hand drawing circles against my back.

"You smell too good." I chirped, and I pulled back to peck him, his lips soft like butter.

"I've missed you." He sighed against my lips, pulling me closer to deepen the kiss. We had not been intimate for a while, with all the chaos that surrounded us, we had neglected each other physically.

"This may be our last night together." I expressed, my bottom lip trembling as it dawned on me that there was a possibility that we wouldn't make it out alive.

"Hush, don't say such things. You and I, inclusive of our little one -" his hand reached to touch my belly -

"Will be just fine. We are going to have a long and happy life together, as a family." His wholesome words and gorgeous smile melted my heart, and an overwhelming flick of desire washed through me, making me pull him down for a deep kiss. Our lips moulded together, the tension between us building up as our tongues started to dance. My shaky hands reached up to unbutton his shirt, my fingers trailing over his shoulders as the annoying clothing dropped to the floor.

A moan escaped my throat as he trailed his hands from my neck, down to my breasts, threading his fingers over my very hardened nipples. My back was pushed against the wall as our kiss become more feverish, hungrier.

My legs wrapped around his waist as he hoisted me up, his mouth attacking my neck whilst he continued to play with my breasts. I gripped onto his hair, pulling him back to capture his lips again. We needed this, we needed each other. The thin tank top I was wearing was soon on the floor and Sebastian was taking my breast into his mouth, making me throw my head back as I moaned out his name.

"I need you." I muttered, my whole body shaking as his tongue flicked at my pebbled nipple. He pulled back, making me whimper and with his hot breath he said, "Do you need me inside you?"

His filthy words had always made me swoon, but for some reason tonight, they made my body shake. Need was an understatement. I craved him, demanded all of him to take me. The desire inside me took control and I was now on my feet, pushing him onto the floor.

My hands fiddled with his belt as I desperately tried to pull down his trousers. I finally managed to get to my destination because his erection broke free, my eyes drinking him in like a shot of fire whiskey. I took him into my mouth, making him groan as I swirled my tongue around him, causing his fingers to latch into my hair. I hymned in content as I took all of his length, my eyes watering at his size.

"Bloody Hell..." He grunted, buckling his hips to meet my mouth. He tasted so good, I was happy to stay there all night, but he too was eager to collide our bodies into one because he had pulled me upward and changed positions.

His lips slid down my chest and stopped at the hem of my trousers. In an achingly slow manner, his fingers started to peel of the garment, his eyes never leaving mine. Tease.

Using his teeth, he gripped onto my undergarment and pulled them down my legs, my core throbbing in arousal, making my head spin. Sebastian knew what he was doing to me, it was his own way of showing me who was in control. But thankfully he didn't keep me waiting for long because he had pulled me up so that I was now sitting on his face. Merlin's beard!

As soon as his tongue touched my bud, I was done for. His lips puckered up so he started to suck onto my clit whilst his nails dug into my hipbones. My hips started to sway against his mouth, my moans filling the room as I flung my head back, ecstasy rushing through me. I was panting, whimpering and going insane when his tongue quickened it's pace.

"S-Seb..." I could barely speak, barely able to think as my release rolled through me and into his mouth. I fell backwards but I didn't get to regain my composure because Sebastian was kissing me again, my tongue tasting myself which was oddly erotic.

"I need to be inside you." He whispered against my lips. "I need to feel you. I need to show you how much I love you."

Pushing me back into the cold floor, he opened my legs to slide inside. My head hit the ground as I arched my back, my walls crashing down against him as he started to thrust. "You feel so damn good." He panted, as his hips met mine, our bodies moulding together.

"Take me from behind." I begged him, a wavering  burst of confidence taking charge and he complied, turning me so I was on my hands and knees. He pounded in me again, our skin meeting, creating a ruckus of filthy sounds. Sebastian gripped my hair, pulling me, so that my back was to his chest. His hand circled around my neck as his thrusts quickened as did my breath, my second orgasm reaching its peak.

We were acting like two feral animals - clawing at each other, kissing, biting, pounding. We poured all our energy into this because it was most likely going to be the last time we felt each other's touch.

"I want you to be mine forever." He groaned into my ear, his lips sucking as my neck.

"I already am."

"I want you to be my wife." I gasped at his words, my eyes widening with pure pleasure and shock. I was down on all fours again, yelling out as his pace quickened. "I-I can't b-believe you're asking me this r-right now." I could barely make sense as my eyes started to blur, my body releasing it's tension with a cry out of him name.

"No time like the present." He panted, pushing in one final thrust until his release rocked through him like a thunder bolt. We both sunk to the floor, chests heaving and hearts pounding. That was mind blowing.

We continued to lay there, naked, cuddling and kissing over and over again. "I love you Y/N." He whispered.

"Yes." I blurted, catching him by surprise.

"Pardon?"

I took in a deep breath as a blast of happiness rushed through me.

"I will be your wife."