the multiverse of minsung

i wished this was all a dream 💔⚠️

[ trigger warning: major character deaths, indication of suicide ]

"ji!" a five year old child called out to his younger friend while running towards him. "mama say we can have ice crweam!"

jisung's eyes twinkled upon hearing his favourite dessert. "hyung les go!" he chirped, dragging the other to the ice cream stand.

the two giggled at their rather large ice cream cone as they ate it messily.

"ji! you have ice crweam everywhere!" he giggled, trying to help wiping it off with his own sleeves as the younger giggled along.

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"sung-ah!" minho shouted as he saw the younger being beaten up by the school's bully.

"you bast-" he threw a punch at the guy attacking jisung. "fuck off would ya?!" he growled throwing another punch, kicking off the guy's minions off him at the same time.

"never lay a hand on him ever do you understand?" he glared at the trio, wiping away his own blood from his bloody nose.

"hey you okay there?" minho crouched down, carefully helping jisung up. but instead of getting a verbal answer, jisung threw himself onto the elder. sobbing into his chest.

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"hyung! look! it's sooooooo cute!!" jisung excitedly pointed at the large bunny stuffed toy hanging in the arcade stand.

"shooting game huh? i can give that a try." minho kissed jisung on the head before paying for a game. perks of being in the archery team, he had mastered the art of perfect aim. from his stance to his eye and arm levelled, he managed to shoot 5 targets in a row for the bunny that his boyfriend wanted.

"all for you jagiya" minho grinned as he saw jisung's eyes sparkled once more. "thank you so much hyungie!" he jumped in glee, giving the bunny a quick squeeze before pulling minho in for a hug, kissing his lips multiple times as well.

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"who's she?" jisung threw his phone at minho with tears brimming in his eyes. a picture of him and another girl in his lap kissing.

"no- wait! babe this is not what it is!" minho desperately held onto jisung's hand.

"please trust me sungie! she confessed to me and i rejected her and she went on a rampage on how she'd turn me straight and tried kissing me. i was fighting back! trust me! please..." he cried.

jisung was torn. it was a picture, not a video. minho couldn't prove that he was pushing her away. with his hand on her hips, he could be easily be mistaken as pulling her in. nevertheless, he was telling truth.

"swear on your life?"

"i swear on my life ji..."

"okay...i believe you. i'm sorry for doubting you" jisung hugged minho, who was sobbing in relief.

"i don't blame you jagi...please know that i love you so much jisung. only you."

"i love you just as much too min!"

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"JAGI!" minho excitedly waved his hand as soon as he spoted jisung across the street. they had been busy preparing for finals month and hadn't met up during that month of preparation.

without looking, minho took a step onto the road.

"WAIT MIN WATCH OUT!"

a screech followed by a bam echoed through jisung's ears as he watched the horrific scene unfold in front of him in slow motion.

"MIN!" jisung yelled, tears uncontrollably falling out as he ran towards the now unconscious body of his boyfriend. "SOMEONE! CALL THE AMBULANCE PLEASE!" ignoring the fact that the car that hit minho had just sped off. all that is in his mind was only minho. he prayed with every inch of hope that the elder would survive although bleeding out from his head.

"please stay with me min. please!" he sobbed, holding minho's hands.

"j-ji" minho breathlessly whispered out.

"m-min! st-stay with me please! d-don't leave me alone please!" he begged

"i-i love you so much ji-" he whispered out right before he slipped out of consciousness. little did jisung know, he took his last breath to say that.

"MIN!" he panicked.

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"time of death: 17:58" the paramedics nonchalantly announced as they placed him on the stretcher with a white cloth over minho's body.

"NO NO NO NO NO THIS CAN'T BE RIGHT. HE CANNOT BE DEAD. PLEASE TRY AGAIN PLEASE! HE CANNOT DIE PLEASE! MIN! MINHO! PLEASE YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME ALONE. MINHO!" jisung cried, trying to wiggle his way out from the paramedics grip to get to minho's body.

"STOP NO. DON'T TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME. NO! THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE OUR SEVENTH YEAR ANNIVERSARY! WHY? WHY? WHY!" he sobbed as he trashed around.

bystanders who watched the scene, turned around crying as they saw the boy breaking down into painful wails.

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"jisung?" a woman's voice called out to him, shaking him awake, "jisung you gotta wake up now!" she shook him once last time. her heart shattered when she saw the boy's tear stained cheeks.

soon jisung started waking up, snuggling into the big bunny his late boyfriend won for him. it still smelled like him. tears welled up in jisungs eyes again, as he gave a small smile to minho's mother who had waken him up.

it has been three days since that accident. minho's body has to be sent to the crematorium, thus they had to say their final good byes.

cries and wails echoed through the room as both the mother and jisung were too reluctant to let go.

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it has been a week since then, and nothing has been the same for jisung. he lost his shine, his chirpy persona, his twinkling eyes, and his contagious smile. he's all depressing and drunk half the time.

a world without minho, to him, was a world not worth living. and so, he left.

"time of death: 17:59"

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they placed his urn on the spot beside minho's. hoping that even after death, they'll get to be by each other's side once again.

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hi..... i'm sorry...?
i cried while writing this too ahahaha
need some tissues? 🤧🤧

sorry was feeling a little bit depressed so... i'm fine don't worry!

also, this story was inspired by two songs:
1) die first - nessa barrett
2) ceilings - lizzy mcapline

love yall so so so much 🫶🏼🫶🏼
so please if yall feel down, and need someone to talk to, feel free to talk to me. i may not have answers, but i can be your listening ear.

"stray kids everywhere all around the world" right?
we'll all be here for each other alrights? muaks 😚