the multiverse of minsung

be mine again? 💔💗

[a/n: please get your spotify or application that you use to play music with for this chapter! it'll be better to listen to the songs while you read the english lyrics later on!]

"and the last performer for jyp talent show is...han jisung!"

the boy anxiously gulped while rubbing his palms on his pants. he hoped a certain male would be in the crowd despite their huge fight and break-up not long ago. it wasn't mutual rather, it was in the heat of the moment when jisung got too frustrated and said something he regretted deeply. which resulted in minho, his now ex-boyfriend, screaming "FINE IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT!" and running out of the younger's studio in tears.

and now, it was jisung's last chance to win him back. to apologise, and undo his mistake.

he took a deep breath, calming his nerves. "damn, i really wished he was with me now..." jisung muttered with tears welling up in his eyes.

shaking it away, he took another quick breath. taking his guitar, jisung stepped out onto the stage. cheers erupted as he bowed and just as he hoped, minho was seated in the crowd between their two friends. he didn't look like he wanted to be there. his face was still puffy and his eyes were still swollen.

jisung silently thanked his friends for helping him out. he had changed his songs last minute, taking his opportunity to apologise to the elder. hoping he'd be forgiven or that his apologies would be heard since he had been blocked.

"the first song is sorry by the rose"

i feel tired tonight, unforgettable words
i can't turn back, sorry i'm selfish, i'm sorry
the colored city lights, the cold voice
i can't turn back, sorry i'm selfish, i'm sorry
i'm too late but i'm sorry, oh

tonight, the hidden night in front of me
why am i in the blurred memories again?
it's getting harder to remember
i'm lonely, a night where i'm just left alone
waiting without you knowing
why haven't you called me yet?

i'm sorry, don't go, don't forget me
i'll be next to you, i'll only look at you tonight
i'm sorry, so don't be sorry, girl, will you come back again?
because without you, i am not me

i feel tired tonight, unforgettable words
i can't turn back, sorry
i'm selfish, i'm sorry
the colored city lights, the cold voice
i can't turn back, sorry i'm selfish, i'm sorry
i'm too late but i'm sorry, oh

i think about you all night to remember why i'm not there
why is it getting clearer again? i'm falling
girl, i never let you go, please come back to me again
because without you, i am not me

i feel tired tonight, unforgettable words
i can't turn back, sorry i'm selfish, i'm sorry
the colored city lights, the cold voice
i can't turn back, sorry i'm selfish, i'm sorry
i'm too late but i'm sorry, oh

your unmistakable eyes that embraced me
now mine turned red because i look at the picture
the street where i met with you
the time that we spent together
i don't think i can let go

i feel tired tonight, unforgettable words
i can't turn back, sorry i'm selfish, i'm sorry
the colored city lights, the cold voice
i can't turn back, sorry i'm selfish, i'm sorry
i'm too late but i'm sorry, oh