TW- SEXUAL CONTENT and manipulation!!!! Anyway I feel like some people will hate me for this chapter lol....and next chapter....😬🚩 see you at the end!
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I felt completely overwhelmed with the pictures I had seen. I couldn't think. Seeing the gore of the crime scenes again was bad enough, but seeing those photos of me had begun to stir those old insecurities and paranoia from my past. And I had been so sure I was over it.
I wanted comfort, I wanted someone to talk to, someone to listen to me and love me unconditionally. I wanted to stop thinking about things. I wanted to let someone else make choices for me, so I could forget about the bad things again.
I grabbed my phone and pulled up my contact list. I pulled up his number, and pressed call. I rocked slightly on my bed, I was feeling anxious.
He picked up quickly, "Hey Changbin, how are you?"
"O-oh, hey Bangchan, are you free right now?" I asked without answering him.
"Of course, I'm always free for you." Bangchan replied. He was cheerful.
"Could I come over? I want to talk to you..." I said quietly, trying to keep the shaking out of my voice.
"Don't worry, if you have something to talk about I'll go to you. Are you home?" He asked, with a serious tone. Most likely sensing the urgency in my voice.
"Yeah...Seungmin isn't here so you can come..." I responded, squeezing my eyes shut.
"I'll be there in ten ok? Wait for me!" Bangchan hung up.
I set my phone down as my eyes started to water. I felt so overwhelmed, I needed to talk to someone I trusted. I wanted to talk to the only person who had made me feel so loved. I had completely forgotten his odd behavior earlier. I needed to see him.
Soon I heard a knock at the door, and I quickly went to open it and let him inside. "You're here..."
"Of course! *huff* I'm here *huff* for you..." he breathed heavily, he must have rushed up the stairs. He was dressed casually in a t-shirt and jeans, he wasn't wearing a coat so he had to have really rushed his way here.
"You can come inside...I'm sorry for calling you so ominously..." I muttered.
"You're perfectly fine! Changbin, I love you. And if you need me I'll be here!" Bangchan assured me, I felt warm from his words. I blushed a bit.
We both came inside and Bangchan took off his shoes before we sat on the bed. I locked the door on our way back so I didn't have to be paranoid whoever was stalking me would come in. The photos of the inside of my house had really shaken me.
"So, the truth is that someone has been anonymously messaging me..." I immediately began explaining, I was too worked up to segway into things naturally. "They kept telling me I should avoid you and not talk to you. That you were dangerous."
Bangchan nodded, he reached an arm around my shoulders and squeezed me reassuringly. He had a worried expression.
"Then, they kept contacting me even after I argued with them and blocked them until they told me they had something for me." I explained, feeling my breath quicken, "and they gave me this."
I handed him the binder of photos, opened to the pictures of me in the dark room. I had expected his eyes to go wide, or for him to gasp in surprise, but unexpectedly his expression became neutral. But only for a flash before one of anger replaced it.
"What!? I can't believe someone took photos like this!" He said angrily, "This is horrible Changbin! I'm so sorry you had to see this."
"It's really terrible...I got so creeped out and I came close to throwing up..." I mumbled, breathing quickly. I felt my eyes start to water again.
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