Through The Blinds | Skz

Chapter 19 - Changbin

TW- SEXUAL CONTENT!!!! Like literally this whole chapter 😭💀 anyway I think I died a little writing this....hope y'all can tolerate it....see you at the end! Much love ❤️ (unedited, couldn't be bothered :/)

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I blinked. What? Were we going to have sex? I didn't remember saying that I wanted to, but I wasn't uncomfortable with it. If it was with him. I felt flushed.

I nodded again, more hesitantly. He turned around and riffled through my drawers till he found my lube. I wasn't sure how he knew I kept it there, I must be predictable.

"You've never touched yourself here have you?" He asked me.

I shook my head, and covered my mouth with my hand, I felt embarrassed. And as I felt his hands on my thighs, it really started to hit me what we were going to do. He grabbed one of my legs and pulled it over his shoulder for easier access. My calf next to his face. It was so embarrassing, but also exhilarating, since I would usually be the one looking down like that. The view was surprisingly refreshing.

He leaned forward slightly, pushing my leg forward, and reached down farther. One hand held my leg in place while his other, covered in lube, pressed a finger on my hole.

"W-wait..." I gasped and grabbed the sheets, it was nerve wracking to be underneath him. He gripped my leg hard as he pushed his finger past the ring of muscles keeping him from entering me.

"You're really cute." Was all he said. I blinked at him, breathing in harshly.

It was uncomfortable at first, just a very foreign sensation. He moved around for a bit, helping to relax me and loosen the muscles. I followed his lead and breathed slowly, trying to relax as much as I could. He pushed a second finger inside me, eliciting another gasp. It was still just an uncomfortable tickle until he pushed in hard.

I choked back a noise as he pushed against something inside me. As soon as he saw my reaction he smiled, and created a rough pace. The spot he hit felt incredible, every time he scraped it with his fingers I felt like a shock had gone through my body. Right to my head, and I felt my erection strain. I felt hazy.

He smiled at me again as I clumsily tried to keep my noises to myself, I felt saliva drip out of my mouth and on my hand. I twisted the sheets slightly and looked at him as he averted all his attention to what he was doing.

"Wow...you're really a natural," he laughed at me, digging even farther and deliberately targeting that place. My breathing quickened and I had to concentrate hard so I didn't touch my dick. It was overwhelming.

"I didn't even have to do much..." He took his fingers out and looked at me. My thigh had marks from his fingers pressing in. "You might be able to do it with just this puppy...you're so good."

I could barely concentrate on not grabbing my member much less on what he was actually saying. I only put two and two together when I saw his length. I'd gotten an up-close-and-personal look the first time we saw each other like this, but for some reason this situation gave it a different feel. Bangchan still hadn't taken his clothes off either, I was disappointed we were this far and I still hadn't seen his body. It also made me feel more exposed.

His dick definitely wasn't small, but I felt like I could manage it. And I trusted his judgement. I was too hazy to really process anyway. But the itch in my stomach hadn't been touched by his fingers. I needed him to do more.

I let myself make a noise to let him know he could go ahead. If the precum dripping from my length wasn't indicative enough.

I got another winning smile, but this time his eyes spelled how desperate he was for me. He wanted this even more than I did. He furrowed his eyebrows in concentration.