An apology is all we needed..

11 pt 3

Chapter 11
Part 3

Levi's POV:

  I woke up to the feeling of thirst. I had taken a nap an hour ago or so and once I had woken up, I found the RV to be quiet. The only sound was the music playing on the RV's radio. Something crazy had happened earlier this day and I couldn't stop thinking about it. How me and Jaxx were so close. Physically. We froze and just stared at each other and I could also see him get red and shocked by what had happened. I didn't really know what to say or think about it. I just don't wanna face him until I'm ready to. I slept on the seat while Hanako and Moon cuddled with each other at the end of the seat

  I sat up and found that the blanket had been placed atop of me, to give me warmth. Jaxx and Alex seemed to be up front, Jaxx sleeping while Alex drove the RV, humming to her playlist that she had created, specifically for these types of occasions. She tapped her foot to the beat and had comfy clothes on. I scooted my bottom off of the seat and stood up to go and find something to drink in the mini fridge.

  "Who's awake?" A familiar feminine voice asked. I turned around to see that the voice came from Alex, who seemed to still be focusing on the road. "Oh- it's me,I'm awake," I called back, closing the fridge as I had grabbed a juice box and started to approach Alex. "Oh hey Levi, did you have a good nap?" She asked, turning the volume down to her music. I sat down at the passenger seat, which wasn't occupied by the sleeping Jaxx, and turned my body to look at Alex. "Oh yes, it was a good nap, thank you for asking," I said, blowing a strand of my hair out of my face.

  "That's great-" Alex tried saying, but was interrupted by a yawn from herself. "Oh gosh, I'm so tired, I've been driving for who knows how long," She chuckled lightly, widening her eyes a bit to focus better on the dark road. I nodded and also let out a yawn. "Maybe you should rest and park the RV somewhere," I advised, finishing up my juice box. "Hm, maybe yeah.." She said, sighing as she took one of her hands off of the wheel to rest. "I think you're right, I do need some sleep," She yawned, "I'll be going to a gas station soon, I need to stretch my legs." she laughed

It had been about 20 minutes when we stopped at a gas station, Jaxx woke up and got out of the RV. I also got out, yawning and rubbing my eyes, and went inside the market they had. The first thing my eyes locked on was the bathroom. I didn't want to use it but I wanted to take off the bandages that wrapped my arms and one of my hands. As I entered the bathroom I saw Jaxx. I glanced at him as he said, "Hey, oh uhm Levi," Jaxx called my name, catching my attention. "Do you have a brush or something? My hair is a mess," he asked tiredly, while looking at himself in the mirror playing with his hair. " Uhm, no. No, I don't have one on me sorry.." I replied, twiddling with my fingers.  "That's ok!" He said, backing away from the mirror and smiling at me. I tried my best to smile but was interrupted by another yawn.

  "You're tired as well?" Jaxx questioned, looking at me with soft eyes. "Mhm," I hummed, closing my eyes and nodding my head. I then opened my eyes to find that Jaxx wasn't there. "Jaxx?" I asked aloud, waiting for a response. "I'm here," A voice answered , the familiar voice belonging to Jaxx, it came from the bathroom stall. I sighed in relief and looked at myself in the mirror. I entered a stall and sat on the toilet seat looking at my arms, my bandaged arms. I slowly took them off revealing what was under, my scars had healed. I threw my bandages in the garbage can next to the toilet and got out. I saw Jaxx next to the sinks and went up to him showing him my wrists and hands. "They healed, I have white scars left though.." I whispered on the last few words, I started feeling guilt again and looked down at the floor. The scars, the scars I gave myself.. "I am sorry," I mumbled, my eyes scanning the scars that laid on my arms. "Sorry for what? What is there to be sorry about?" He asked, crossing his arms and furrowing his eyebrows.  "I hurt myself.. and I feel bad about it because you had to witness the weakest me.. you had to see the worst of me too," I spoke harshly. "The person I hate the most." I stated, feeling my voice shake.