My Mistakes

Chapter 8: Secrets Are Told, Phone Calls Are made

She starred at me in shock.

"Haha. You're just messing with me. Please tell me you're messing with me."

I put my head down. I couldn't look her in the eyes. I knew she was disapointed I could tell by her face. 

"Can we go now?" I asked still looking down. We both grabbed our stuff and left. The car ride was silent. Then Sadie broke the silence.

"Who knows?" she asked.

"You and I." I said.

"Are you going to tell my mom and dad?" she asked looking straight at me.

"I'm leaving that up to Kellin. They aren't my parents." I said.

"They practically are." said Sadie.

I sat there in silence starring out the window. It was a 30 minute car ride in silence. Finally we got to the house. I jumped out of the car and ran to Kellin's room. He looked at me with a worried look.

"So?" he said running up to me. I started to cry. He gave me a huge hug. He started to cry too.

"I'm so sorry baby. I'm so sorry." he said holding me in his arms. I didn't let go. Niether did he. We stood there crying. 

"What are we going to do?" he asked me.

"I want to keep it." I said looking at him. "If that's ok with you."

"Well you're the one carrying it for 9 months. It's your choice. If you want to keep it, we'll keep it. It will be a new big adventure for both of us." 

"We have to tell your parents." I said still hugging him. He pulled away. He looked at me with a worried look.

"Are you sure? I mean we can keep it to ourselves."

"Well" I said stepping back, "Your sister kinda found out about it." He looked at me with furry in his eyes.

"How did she find out?! Why would you tell her?! Get out of my room now! Go!" he said pushing me to the door. Sadie was outside. She must have heared the whole conversation because after I was pushed out of the room she gave me a huge hug. I started to cry. Kellin opened the door and came out. The room was a mess, his hand was bloody, and the wall had a hole in it. He came over to me and hugged me. Sadie looked at him. 

"I'll leave you two alone." she said walking out of the room.

"I'm so sorry. I never ment to say that to you or push you out." Kellin said.

"It's ok. You're just stressed everything will be ok." I said hugging him.

"I need to tell them." he said looking at me.

"Ok." I said.

"I'll tell them after dinner. It has to be done." he said looking down. We sat there in silence. Finally Kellin got up and went to his room I followed behind him. He cleared the bed off and layed down. I layed next to him. We both fell asleep. After 3 hours Sadie knocked on the door.

"Hey dinner's ready." 

"Ok we'll be right out." Kellin said. "You ready?" he asked looking at me.

"I guess." 

We both got up and walked out to the kitchen. Kellin pulled my chair out for me and I sat down. Kellin sat down next to me. Dinner was really quiet. No one spoke a word. Dinner seemed really short to me. Maybe it's because I was about to tell my biggset secret ever. After dinner I helped Kellin's mom clean and put the dishes away and clean up a little. Then it was time.

"Mom, dad. Sit down we have to tell you something." Kellin said.

"What is it Kell?" asked his mom. His dad looked concerned.

"Mom, dad, Elyssa's pregnant." 

They both sat there starring at him. They didn't say a word. Kellin's mom got up and walked up to both of us. She hugged me, then hugged Kellin. She was crying. She backed up and sat back down. 

"Son. Is this true?" his dad asked.

"We didn't mean to. I was caught up in the moment, no one was home, and I just forgot. I'm sorry I let you guys down."

His dad looked at his mom. Then back at us.

"Are you keeping the baby?" asked Kellin's mom.

"Well we were planning on it. I don't think I would be able to give it away." I said.

"How long ago did this happen?" his dad asked.

"A month ago." Kellin said looking down.

"Well we need to call someone in Elyssa's family to let them know."  said Kellin's dad.

I stood there with wide eyes. 

"Do you have anyone we can call?" asked his mom.

"M-m-my grandma." I said.

"Ok. You must call her tonight. You can still live here if you would like. I think it would be best if you did. But someone needs to know about this in your family." his mom said.

They all walked out of the room except Kellin. He stayed by my side holding my hand. I picked up the phone and dialed her number. It rang for what seemed like forever. Finally, someone picked up the phone.

"Hello?"