What Have I Become?| DabiHawks Fanfic

Sick Part 1

Hawks' POV

I sighed as I stood in front of the door. I just had to open it! I just had to face Dabi! I could barely get any sleep last night because of the kiss. It had happened so fast! I opened the door and looked inside. But I didn't see Dabi. The others were doing what they normally did. I looked at Toga who was talking to Twice. I went up to her. "Hey, where's Dabi?"

Toga looked up at me. "Oh, he's sick. I think it might be from the cold. He's at his place. Maybe you can go find him and help him."

My eyes widened at the thought of going to Dabi's place. It's not even really his place! He's just staying there without the staff knowing about it. "Oh uh... where is it?"

Toga smiled. "It's the big apartment building next to that burger joint! Y'know, the one with the red walls? His room is room 236 in the 3rd building!"

I nodded. "Okay. Thanks, I guess." I turned around and left, immediately realizing what I was doing. It was already dark out since I had work first, so I didn't have to worry about being seen. I decided to grab some food first. I grabbed some noodles and chicken takeout. I flew it to the apartments that Toga mentioned. I went into the 3rd building and repeated the number in my mind. 236 236 236. I eventually found the door and thought about knocking. But then I realized that he would probably freak out and leave. So instead, I decided to just open the door.

Right when I opened it, I let my presence be known. "It's me. It's Hawks. Are you here?"

I heard a mumble from the bedroom. "I'm in here."

I closed the door behind me and brought the food. I opened the bedroom door and saw Dabi laying down, soaked in sweat and comepletely naked. His junk was covered slightly by the blanket, but it was still enough to make me visibly red. And I'm not just talking about my wings. When Dabi saw me, he smiled. "What? Couldn't get enough of me so you decided to intrude in my home?"

I shook my head and smiled. "No. Toga told me you might be sick."

He groaned. "Oh." He looked at the food and then back at me. He didn't need to say anything. His stomach said it for him. A very loud growl echoed across the room. I smiled and pulled a chair up next to him.

Dabi sat up slightly, but I wished he didn't because his dick ended up getting uncovered. I quickly looked away and blushed like crazy. I only heard Dabi chuckle. "What? You don't wanna see my dick?"

My eyes widened and I didn't know what to say. But I didn't have to. He spoke for me. "Relax. I'm just teasing you."

Dabi grabbed the blanket and covered himself up. He grabbed the bags and put them on the bed. He grabbed a pair of chopsticks and broke them apart. He grabbed a box and started to eat. I followed suite. I couldn't help but watch him as he ate. He looked so hungry. But he also looked so satisfied with the meal.

I looked down, trying to not make it obvious that I was looking at him. "Why'd you want to come over?"

I looked back up at him. Now he was looking at me. But he looked so tired and sick now. "What?"

Dabi shrugged. "Why'd you want to come? Toga told you that I was sick, so why? Was there a reason?"

I looked back down at my food and shrugged. "I don't know. I just wanted to check up on you, I guess."

"It doesn't have anything to do with yesterday?" My eyes widened when he said it and I almost choked.

I immediately shook my head and didn't look at him. "No! No, no it has nothing to do with that. I just wanted to make sure you were okay. She said it might be from the cold."

"Did you hate it?" His voice sounded quieter now. Like he was scared.

I looked up at him and examined his face. He wasn't looking at me. He didn't look like he wanted to. I sighed and shook my head. "No. I didn't hate it. I would have pushed away if I did."

Dabi didn't say anything. He only took another bite of his food. I realized what I was saying. I was talking to a villain! I was talking about how I enjoyed a kiss with a villain! A muderer! I felt something inside me. I couldn't explain it. It was like a sense of dread. Like I knew that something bad would come out of this. Except there was. And I knew it.

I looked back at Dabi and watched him eat his food. I had to kill him at some point. I just didn't want to do it yet. I have to wait till I get close to everyone. That includes Kurogiri. That might take a while. That just means I can enjoy this for a little bit longer. I can do that, can't I?