What Have I Become?| DabiHawks Fanfic

Finishing The Mission

Hawks' POV

The LOV were all seperated. Shigaraki was currently walking with me around his old neighborhood in hopes that we could break into his old house again. Spinner was in an alley trying to get some sleep. I knew where he was. Kurogiri was nowhere to be found, but we won't have to worry about him when everyone else is gone. Toga and Mr Compress are at the bar. I can seperate them at the last minute. Twice was at his house.

"What are you thinking about?" Shigaraki snapped me out of my train of thought. I realized that we have reached the house. I felt a strange churning in my stomach.

I took a deep breath. "Nothing."

The door was still unlocked from last time. We both went inside the house, closing the door behind us. Shigaraki started walking around, this time, talking about what his childhood was like in this home. But I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying.

I stood a few feet away from him at all times. When he walked into his old bedroom again, I knew that I needed to do it. I closed the bedroom door, causing Shigaraki to turn around and look at me in confusion. I kept my head low as I took one of my feathers and held it as if it were a sword. And then he seemed to understand.

I glanced up at Shigaraki who was mostly shocked than anything. So shocked, in fact, that he wasn't attacking me. I stepped forward and lifted the feather. Shigaraki stepped back and lifted his hand in defense, taking off the glove that covered a few of his fingers. I felt constant pain and guilt in my heart but I chose to ignore it. What else was I supposed to do?

I closed my eyes, instead, sensing my surroundings with my feathers. I imagined the boss being paid back for everything he has done for me. I need to do this. I got up to him, quicker than he could dodge, and I plunged the feather into his chest, puncturing his lung. I didn't open my eyes. I ripped the feather out, ignoring the sound that Shigaraki made. I turned and walked away, leaving his body there to bleed out and die.

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"Hey! How are you doing?" I smiled at Spinner, as if I hadn't just killed his leader. I sat next to him. Spinner was sitting on a pile of newspapers next to a dumpster.

Spinner shrugged. "As good as I can be, I guess." He didn't say anything else. I sat there silently, wondring how I would go through with this one. Spinner has never done anything particularly bad to me, or really, any of the heroes. He's usually just the getaway driver. But I had to kill him anyway.

I stood up again and rubbed the back of my head. "Hey, you wanna do something? I'm bored."

Spinner stood up slowly. "Like what?"

I sighed and looked off to my side, as if I were thinking. I was. Just not about what he thought I was. I moved one of my big feathers until it was in my hand without him realizing it. I looked back at him, smiling, as if I wasn't going to kill him. But behind the smile was a load of misery. I hated doing this.

I squeezed my fist until my knuckles started turning white. Spinner looked confused, and then he looked down at the feather in the form of a sword. His eyes widened and he tried to move. But I stopped him. I shoved him against the wall and covered his mouth. I took the feather and stabbed him in the stomach over and over until his body went limp.

I dropped the feather as his body collapsed, blood spilling from the wounds, pooling around his body. I let out a shaky breath. I felt like I was killing my friends. People I cared about. Maybe I was. Or maybe I was dillusional. I tried to remind myself that these people were villains. I reminded myself what te did. But it didn't help. But I've gone too far to stop now.

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I knocked on Twice's door with a smile. I waited for it to open, and when it did, I was greeted with a blonde man with stitches in the middle of his forehead. Looks like he fine at the moment. But only at the moment.