What Have I Become?| DabiHawks Fanfic

Friend/Hero Advice

(I just realized that I haven't had any actual sex yet. I am so sorry. But I honestly can't find the perfect moment. I think they need to fix their horrible feelings first. And personally, I find it pretty freaky to masturbate about someone you barely know, but that's just me.)

Hawks' POV

I felt bad. I hadn't talked to Dabi in two days. I didn't talk to him after I left, and he hasn't been back at the LOV yet. Toga told me that he doesn't usually take that long to get better. I'm taking her word for it. "What are you thinking about? Is it the guy you like? Did you get in a fight?" I looked at Tsukuyomi, who was playing a game on his phone while we both sat on the couch in the break room.

I shook my head. "No! There's no guy!"

"No guy? What are we talking about?" My eyes widened when I heard Miruko's voice.

I turned around and looked at her walking in, wearing her revealing hero costume. "Miruko! What are you doing here?"

She shrugged. "I finished patrol early and I thought to stop by. What's this about a guy?"

Tsukuyomi smiled and lifted his hand to get her attention, now looking back at his phone. "Hawks likes a guy but won't admit it. But I think he got into a fight with him."

I leaned forward and pointed at him in anger. "It's not appropriate to talk to you about!" I turned to Miruko. "But you! I guess I could talk to you about it."

Miruko clapped her hands together and smiled. "Great! Let's go to your office to talk!"

I nodded and jumped up. I turned back at Tsukuyomi and pointed at him. "Don't move!"

Tsukuyomi put his hands up in defense. Miruko and I entered the elevator.

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"So what happened?" Miruko was sitting in the chair in front of my desk. I was sitting behind my desk.

I sighed and remembered what happened the day before. "We wer hanging out at his place. We were playing a strip game of cards."

Miruko winked teasingly. I groaned before I continued. "When I was down to my underwear, he kissed me and we started to make out. We got into a laying position when he stopped and got off of me and said that he was sorry. He said that he shouldn't be doing it."

Miruko's eyes widened. "Why not?"

I sighed. "He said it was because he was sick. I was only there because he got sick and his friend told me that he was."

Miruko thought for a second before she continued. "Maybe he's just doesn't wanna scare you off. Or maybe he's having second thoughts, or even just scared to be with you in general."

I looked down at my hands and thought about it. She was right. He's a villain, and I'm a hero. Even though he thinks that I'm with the LOV, he still thinks that I could be a traitor."

I took a deep breath and looked at her. "Thank you. Thanks for talking to me about this."

I got up and sighed. "I need to talk to someone."

Miruko got up as well. "Really? Is it the guy?"

I shook my head. "No. It's the friend that told me he was sick. I need to talk to her."

I left the office, ot even saying bye. I was too focused on what I needed to ask Toga. I went to the bottom floor and told the lady at the front desk to tell Tsukuyomi that he can go home now. I left as she was calling the phone in the break room.

I got outside and took flight, trying my hardest to rush to the bar. When I got there, I landed in the alley after checking my surroundings. I walked up to the door and opened it. "Toga! I need to talk to-"

I stopped talking when I saw Dabi behind the bar, holding himself up with his elbows, and talking to Toga. They both looked at me as I walked in. My eyes widened when I saw him. Dabi quickly stood up straight and turned to me. "I need to talk to you!"

I looked at Toga and waved my hand in front of me. "Nevermind, I don't need to talk to you anymore."

Dabi walked up to me and grabbed my arm before dragging me to the bathroom in the back. He closed the door and turned to me. I tried to find something to say. "Dabi-"

He interupted me by smashing his mouth into mine. He pushed me against the wall next to the sink. I closed my eyes and kissed him back, satisfied with this outcome. I put my arms around his neck and tilted my head. Dabi put his hands on my sides and held me there as he kissed me.  

Dabi moved his head back and looked at me. "I didn't wanna push you away." He went back to kissing me and then paused again. "I want you."

I looked into his eyes. "I want you too." And then I pulled him back and continued kissing him.

(It took me a bit longer to publish this one and I have to apologize, but I was going through something yesterday and didn't have time)