What Have I Become?| DabiHawks Fanfic

Family

Hawks' POV

The second I walked into the base, I immediately, regretted it. Dabi was sitting on the floor with a wig and makeup on, and Shigaraki had tiny braids in his hair. Kurogiri was nowhere to be found, and Mr compress had a pink dress on. Spinner was currently fighting Toga, trying to get her to not put a dress and heels on him.

Right when I saw the scene, I turned and tried to leave. But before I could, Toga grabbed my arm and yanked me back in. Toga sat me down next to Dabi and told me to stay put. I leaned toward Dabi and whispered to him. "What are we doing here?"

Dabi leaned back and whispered to me. "Toga wanted to play dress up so we're letting her be a kid. She never got to play with kids when she was younger because all the kids and parents were afraid of her. Spinner doesn't like it so we have to pay him."

I laughed a little to that. After Spinner finally accepted the dress, Toga came up to me. I only smiled as she put makeup on my face. I looked at Dabi as she started putting ribbons on my feathers. Dabi looked back at me and smiled. I felt warmth in my chest. It was like I finally had a family. I'd never had anything like this when I was a kid. I would always have to stay quiet and if I dared make a sound, I would be beaten if I didn't have a good excuse for it.

After Toga was finally done with us, she allowed us to take everything off. Dabi and I went into one of the backrooms to clean off the makeup. We got into the bathroom and Dabi took the wig off while laughing. "We do this twice every week for her. She says it's like having a girls' night."

I smiled and leaned against the wall. "It seems nice."

Dabi washed his face in the sink and handed me some makeup wipes as he used some. I wiped the makeup off and looked in the mirror as I did. Dabi dried his face with a towel and then handed it to me. He was about to leave the bathroom when I stopped him. "Oh! Can you help me get the ribbons off of my wings? I don't want to have to manually take off all of my feathers."

Dabi smiled and went behind me to take out the ribbons. I held the hand towel in front of me as he did so. I could feel his fingers gently buh against my feathers as the ribbons were pulled off and dropped onto the ground. I felt my heart beating hard. When Dabi was finally done, he didn't move. He just stood there, silently. His fingers brushed against my wings, and I wasn't going to tell him that I knew he was finished.

But then he stopped. He took a step back. "That's it."

I turned around to face him with a smile, hiding what I had just felt. "Thanks. I appreciate it."

Right as I turned to leave, I felt him grab my wrist and pull me closer to him. Before I knew it, he had pinned me to the wall and kissed me. He held his hand on my cheek and tilted his head. My eyes widened but then I closed them. I kissed him back and held the back of his head, pushing him closer to me.  I put my other hand around his waist and held him close. I heard Dabi lightly moan into the kiss. It felt so good and it was so warm.

But then we pulled away. Dabi stared at me for a few seconds before saying something. "Really, Hawks. Thank you."

Then he turned and walked away, pausing at the doorway. "It's about time for me to go home."

And then he left, leaving me in the dead silent bathroom. I sighed and sat down against the wall. What just happened? And why did I have to like it?! I am in so much shit!

Dabi's POV

As I got into the apartment room, I laid down on my bed, staring at the ceiling. What the fuck had I done?! I kissed him! This wasn't just me teasing him! I kissed him and I liked it! A LOT!

I thought about helping with the ribbons. I thought about how soft his feathers were. I thought about how hard it was to stop touching them. I thought about grabbing his wrist and pinning him against the wall. I thought about my lips on his. Him kissing me back! I could still feel his hand on the back of my head and his arm around me. I could feel my hand on his cheek. God it was so great!

I felt like a teenage girl thinking about her first kiss. God, I was so pathetic. I stared at the ceiling for a few more seconds before sitting up and thinking about how grateful I was for him. He was such a good person for being so accepting. I thought that a hero joining would mean he would be judgmental of our problems. I thought he would be weirded out my Twice splitting apart. That he would get annoyed by Toga being a typical teen. I didn't think he was treat us like a normal family.

I smiled when I thought about it. That's cause he is part of the family. It's only growing. And I want him to be part of it.