What Have I Become?| DabiHawks Fanfic

The End

Hawks' POV

"I finished the mission." I felt numb as I said it. My boss looked up from his laptop to look at me.

His expression didn't change. He wasn't proud of me, I had realized that a long time ago. He was never proud of me. But that wasn't the point.

I sighed. "All of the LOV, minus Kurogiri, is dead. Kurogiri probably won't be making any moves any time soon, especially because of the fact that his sole purpose was to protect Shigaraki. And now he's dead."

The boss sighed. "It's about time."

My eyes widened. I blinked, as if I was looking at the wrong person. He looked annoyed. "How long did that take?! And for what? To kill some measly criminals? Low lifes?"

I stared at him in disbelief. "All you had to do was get close to them and then kill them. Was it really that hard to do it? It's not like their lives matter anyway."

My vision blurred as I listened to what he was saying. I couldn't help but think about Dabi. I thought about him crouching in front of me, telling me that he loves me. I thought about letting Toga do my makeup and put ribbons in my feathers. Watching Dabi help Twice with his problems. Bringing Shigaraki back to his childhood home.

My heart was beating uncontrollably. What was he saying? I focused my vision again only to see him staring at me with disgust. Had he always been like this? Had he always been a horrible person?

I felt guilt and extreme regret... terror, eating away at me. I had killed the only people I should have cared about. I had killed them all. And for what? Someone who didn't care about me?

Rage flooded my head, blurring my thoughts until I had enough strength to stand up, grab my feather sword and slash forward at the boss. My vision was blurry with tears, but all I saw was red. And I could hear gurgling. I had slit his throat. I stumbled back for a few seconds, realizing what I had done to him, but not regretting it.

Then I ran out of the building and then flew off, fast. Blood was still on my feather. I hadn't even noticed the blood on my clothes until it was too late. Mirko was calling my name. "Hawks!"

I turned around and looked at Mirko, my eyes wide and crazed with fear and sadness. She looked at me, as if she knew what had happened before anyone had told her. I looked back at the building I had came from. And then I turned back and flew away. I was terrified of what would happen to me. Was I like my father? Was I destined to become this from the start? What have I become? I'm a monster! A villain!

I kept flying. I didn't know where I was going. People didn't shout my name and call for me like before. I didn't even realize it, but I had landed in front of the bar. My eyes widened as I looked at the door. It was probably out of habit.

Tears stained my cheeks. Images of Toga's body flashed through my mind, haunting me. The shattered glass. I looked down the alley. thoughts of Mr. Compress' lifeless body comes back to me. He had just accepted it when he realized what had happened. He knew that there was no fighting it.

I turned to go to Dabi's apartment. He would help distract me. But I stopped where I stood. It all came rushing back to me. I had killed them. I had killed them all. They were dead. They're all dead!

I felt like I was going insane! My breathing had sped up drastically. I need something to drink. Water maybe? I looked at the bar door. I could get water in there. Just ignore the body. No one's there. No one died. It is all fine!

I stepped to the door and opened it, stepping inside. But a I did, I froze where I stood. The news was playing on the small TV. It was about me. They knew that I had killed the boss. I was now labeled as a villain. A murderer. A traitor. A rebel. But what had actually got to me was the fact that Dabi was sitting at the bar, watching the TV. He looked at me and smiled. Shigaraki was behind him. Toga was making Dabi a drink. The others were also watching me. Beside Dabi was a man that I had never met.

Dabi finally said something. "Hawks! Have I introduced you to our illusion worker yet?"

I stared at the man in disbelief. It was... him...

Shigaraki got my attention next, stepping forward and into the invisible spotlight. He motioned to the TV with a smile. "Welcome, Hawks, to your first act of villainy."

The End! Except there will be an epilogue!