Danger | Han Jisung x Reader

Connection

Jisung:

She kissed me back. That's all he could think of. He couldn't stop thinking about how long it's been since he's had such an affectionate touch. Or rather, if he's ever had affection at all.

He was an outcast to his parents. He never understood why they hated him. They say that every imperfection that is ever bestowed upon him needs to be beaten out of him. He doesn't understand what he could have done to change his life. 

Han's parents don't care about him, and because of that lack of affection, he got into drugs and alcohol. Passing his life away. Not ever even thinking twice about his decisions. Nobody knows this about him. Not even the rest of his group. To them, he's just a happy person that loves music and cheesecake, and all of the other simple things in life. But when he's alone, it's so dark. It's so cold.

Han's room is a prison cell with walls of ice so thick that he hasn't seen the sun in ages. But it seems that it's time for that to change.

The light is finally leaking through.

Y/N:

What are we doing? Does this just happen to anybody on their first day of school? I don't know what's going on. Did I actually just kiss him back?

You kept rambling on about all of the things you had just experienced in a single day. It really surprised you. But the fact that you couldn't tell anyone about it was the worst thing. What if it gets to be too much for you to handle? How are you going to take some of the weight off of your shoulders. 

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You go downstairs to say goodbye to your mom before you go outside to the driveway and get into your car. You see Han across the street and back out. He follows you until you get to the highway and then he switches lanes to be right next to you again.

You roll down your window and he holds onto your car. You put your hand on his and he intertwines your fingers together. You look at him and smile and then you let go of him to put your hands back on the steering wheel. 

--

You reach school and park right next to each other once again before going inside. You meet the boys and have breakfast. You both avoided being too friendly with each other to avoid the "when did you two get so close?" question.

It was really hard to do, if you were being honest. You were thinking about him when you weren't with him and he was thinking of the way you took time out of your night to comfort him. 

This was the first time that you've ever been distracted from your studies. You realize now why your parents homeschooled you all your life. There were no opportunities for distraction at your house and your mom always made sure that you were paying attention.

You were excited for your 4th class, Creative Music. You finally get to see Han.

--

As you all sat down in your seats, you and Han next to each other in the back. Felix and Bangchan in the middle-front, Mr. Harvey started to explain our new assignment. 

"For this project, you need to write a song with a partner. Chosen by me of course. You don't get to have all the fun." He started, saying that we need to learn how to be equally creative in more divers environments and with different people. "It'll be a duet. You must write, sing, and produce a song that is at least 3 minutes long. It's due by the end of the semester. That should be more than enough time, seeing as it's the second day of school." 

After he was done explaining the assignment, he assigned us our partners. 

As everyone was getting their partners assigned to them, you became more and more nervous. You at least wanted to be assigned with one of the boys. "Jisung, you're with Bangchan, and finally, Y/N and Felix."

You were relieved to have gotten one of the boys but at the same time, you were disappointed that you didn't get Han. It would have been great to have an excuse to get him alone when your with the boys.

Felix isn't so bad. We can make a great song together. "Alright, I suggest you get with your partner and decide what you want to do for the song. Good luck. Oh, and this is 60% of your overall grade, so please, make it appropriate." Mr. Harvey finished off with his teacherly duties as the rest of you got with your partners to discuss your songs.

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Jisung:

"Hey Chan? Would it be okay if you produced the music while I wrote the song and did the vocals and rap?" Jisung asked, hoping that he could somehow pour himself into a song without any of the other members intervening. He wants the song they write to be about how he feels for once. He doesn't ever have the time to write his own songs let alone produce them because his mom always runs him out of the house. Now that he has an excuse to indulge in his music, he can finally get what he feels out of his system.

"Yeah bro, what did you have in mind. I mean, we can do a love song. If you have anyone you want to write something for." Bangchan said, hoping that Han has finally gotten out of his head and set his eyes on someone. "Actually, yeah, I do. Love song it is." Han said, watching Chan's face drop into utter shock.

"You have GOT to tell me who she is. I have been waiting to talk about girls with you since middle school." Chan begged for Han to spill his crush. "No way dude. But, I mean, we can use a code name. Angel. That's what she reminds me of. Alright? That's all you're getting until you can figure it out." Han said, cutting off all information that could possibly lead to figuring out who his crush was.

"All right then. What are we writing?"

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Y/N:

"You have to sing the most, you know, since your new. It'll make a good impression on you to the rest of the class." Felix suggested. You agreed and started planning what it would be about. 

"You know, I think Han has a crush on you." Felix said, overstepping a bit. "Seriously?" You ask, pretending to be surprised. "Yeah, totally. And I know just the type of song to write."