I parted ways with Olivia when we both had to go to our own classes. I didn't see her for the rest of the day. My classes with the sirens was more informative for me then for the students in the class. It was where i learned the tsa has a full underwater division that i had no clue about.
Apparently a lot of people don't know about the underwater division because its primarily used to contain and observed the larger creatures in the oceans as well has cover up any accidental discoveries. Its why there are so little of the big creatures left these days. They can't alter their size like most have evolved to doing. So they were killed. Few are kept in protection and not to brags but i also have mated pairs of these endangered giants to breed.
I wanted to learn more about the underwater division. Is there an underwater facility? do you have to be a water dwelling being to work the underwater division? What creatures do they have? Are they wild or have the creatures been tamed? I have so many questions about this division. I should find someone who can answer my questions.
I saw very little of Olivia leading up to the red games needing to repeat them and do the green games three weeks later as well. I wasn't looking forward to them. Actually i wanted nothing to do with them. Sure i was somewhat excited about the black games towards the end of the year. But i still have too be alive by then and if shit with the gates a keeps going as bad as there are I'll probably take my own life before anyone else has the chance to.
I have been trying to convince the headmaster not to send me to supervise the green games at the boys school at the end of the term. My biggest excuse is the fact I regularly travel between two time zones and i don't want to add a third to it so quickly. So far my attempts have been unsuccessful. I know it would be the perfect time to just be with Olivia but at the same time i don't want to go anywhere near that school again.
During the red games i ended up hiding out in Olivias room sleeping because i was so sleep deprived and just being in her bed surrounded by her scent made it so much easier to sleep again. She would join me at her best convince. But for the week of the red game i spent eating and sleeping. I have seen the others around but other then hello or the classroom i dont talk to anyone.
I have made it a habit to start avoiding people when they try to have a conversation with me. The easiest excuse i use it i have a class either an actual class or a catch up class. There excuse is going to be worn out soon. But im just not able to hold a conversation with anyone at the moment. I dont even hav e full conversations with Olivia. She talks and i just nod or mumble responses to her. She hasn't said its a problem yet. But i can feel the distance growing with her too and its my own fault because my depression is wearing me down and the ptsd is keeping me awake at night.
Olivias eyes full of fear still haunt my nightmares. I can't loose her but i am too scarred to get closer. What if i hurt her? What is she is targeted again because of me? What if someone kills her to get back at me? Loving her feels like it's a death sentence for her. I refuse to life a single day on earth without her. If i lose Olivia again my life will be over before anyone else has the chance to stop me and i don't care if it causes the apocalypse. A world without her is none worth having.
Towards the end of the term the atmosphere around the two schools became more lively. To what I understand a lot of student struggled with the transition between the two school during the destruction of the girls school and now that everything is back to normal everyone is finally returning to their old habits. I believe a few pranks have started again amongst the blue ranks. Just minor magic pranks like paper that explodes into confetti. Harmless pranks. Ifg anyone gets caught doing anything big like what i did or what was done to me in return. Then it gets banned again. And its also limited to blue on blue pranks only. Blue can get help from other ranks but blue has to take the fall if the prank results in punishment.
Our school is going back to what it use to be like. A place for young adults to learn and have fun still. Not just a school like the other two are. It's refreshing to know we no longer have to uphold the standard the other two schools put on my school. The girls school and the guys school is a school. It's about learning and who is better. Where as my school is a carefree school. Yes we have our assessments but that's just a life expectations. There are no real deadlines they are suggestions but to pass everything needs to be handed in before the end of the year.
The procrastinators love it because they chill all year long then do all their assessments in one week. Some even just ask for the years assessments and hand them all in doling their own research, like how i do. It's easier to get them out of the way. Attend classes for further information if needed. Speak to a teacher if you have questions. Like i don't think people realise how easy it is at my school. Especially for those who want to learn. I have completed 4 years worth of assessments and work in two years. The only thing stopping me form moving forward with my life right now is i still required time as part of my assessment. I have to complete a year worth of teaching before i am qualified as a teacher despite already being let loose like I have been I can't go outside the two schools too teach until basically my work study is over. Which isn't until the end of the year and then depending on what Olivia does is what i will do.
None of this is proof read. Most of you are use to my style of writing by now. Yes this was an info dump chapter. And as promised i am actively working on this book until completed. Enjoy. Any questions drop them below or private message me or even comment on my profile. If i don't answer your question right away it will be answered in the next update.
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Asmos ❤️🔥
