Je'amore

Chapter 10

(Zhene'Marie )
My mother walked back in the room. She was followed by my dad . He kissed my forehead. " We miss you. We miss your nagging .Everything ." Says my father chocking up . I start pulling , I have to get oughta here . I can't take this anymore. I don't care about anything . I have to get oughta here.
"Hey I think I forgot my phone ."says Shamoy , walking into the room.
I pull harder .I just keep pulling and pulling just enough to fall back under. Dammit .
I just wanna move . I wanna wake up . I wanna live .
( Flash Back)
"Baby ." , I said playing in his hair.
"Mmh." , he groans in his sleep.
" I miss you so much , " , I giggled , twisting a strand of his hair.
" If you missed me you would've called me instead of going to the movies with that bum ass nigga.", he huffs . Then he looks up at me , pouting his lips up at me.
" Stoop talking about him . ugh" , I rolled my eyes. We've been fighting about this for four straight hours. Shamoy was out with Nic ( lil big bro / Bestoo ) , and a couple of other boys from his crew. He's met just about all my friends , except Mocha . She a hoe , on the low . And I've met all of his. It's like we're a couple just not publicly.
I was out with Chadoni seeing a movie , I've been wanting to see , Wedding Ringer ,since forever.
" Omg , look whose totally here tonight." says Chadoni pointing on the other side of the theatre.
"Who ?", I turn to see a pissed looking Shamoy . Before I knew it he was walking ought the theatre .
" Wait Shamoy ! Stop this. Please Listen to me ! " , I tried pulling on to his arm ,but he wouldn't budge .
" Get off." , he said in such a deadly tone. " I'm tired of seeing you with these other niggas ", he fusses , as he backs me up against his Ferrari . " I'm sorry , I just . Were not official ." ,I was scared by this time .
" Your mine . Don't you get it yet?" , He looked me dead into my eyes . I kissed him. He broke my kiss . "No that's not working this time. I can't keep sharing you with all these different niggas , Mazi. I'm tired of this constant bull shit. Damn." I can tell he was so angry and he was serious .
" What do I have to do ." , I say sitting up against his car.
" First off , Stop seeing other niggahs . Second off get your ass in the car." he says getting all up in my face opening the door for me to get in . " Yes sir " , Say as a smirk crosses my face.
And here we are.....
( End of FlashBack)
I just want my life back . I cry as of course the darkness seeps in.I pull my knees up to my chest and cry as usual .
Ugh please I just want my life back . I just want to breath again ........