Disease (Ponyboy Curtis)

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Pony's POV

I stormed inside the school and looked around. Dolly was standing there with Bob and Randy. She looked pissed. I ran over to her and grabbed her arm and pulled her away "Bye guys!" she waved and i yanked her "Ow, Pone your so strong" she said putting her hand on my arm. Ew. I yanked her arm away and i think she got the hint.

"What is wrong with you!" i yelled and pushed her into the janitors closet. She looked at me with wide eyes "What did i do?!" she smirked and crossed her arms "She was getting to close to my Pony" she said coming closer to me. I could feel the breathe on my lips "I gave her what she deserves" she sneered leaning in. I grabbed her wrist and slammed her to the shelf

"No, I'm not your Pony. I not your fucking pet. Now i'm not your boyfriend either. She doesn't deserve that, and you acted like a total bitch! She is my bestfriend. You're whore ass goes around flirting with every other guy you fucking see. And you don't see me beating innocent people up. You're a bitch. I never want to see you near her again or i will ruin you. Got it?" i snapped. She had a look of hurt and surprise on her face "I- I thought you loved me" she said putting her hand over her heart

"No i never did and never will. Leave Delilah alone" i said and walked out.

Delilah

Oh god this is all my fault. He is gonna be so pissed at her. Maybe even dump her.

Oh god, What if he does. She will have her gang all over me. Probably even Randy's gang to. He hates me enough

Everyone hates you

No thats not true. Pony doesn't hate me

He's faking it. He never liked you. Your his toy

I winced and snapped out of the mind fight i was having. I saw Pony walk out of the school with the look of anger on his face. I got in the car and waited on him.

"Let's go to my place. My dad won't care" i said quietly and he nodded "That was so worth it, No one is ever gonna hurt you again Delilah" he said resting his hand on my arm.

He's lying. He's gonna hurt you. Your a piece of trash

I didn't reply, I just nodded.

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When we got to my house i opened the door and slammed it shut and started walking "Hey wait up!" Pony said and ran towards me. I opened my door and saw the same thing I see everyday. Nothing. Not even my dad. Haven't seen him for the past few days. He just left.

I don't blame him. He has a disease for a daughter

"Wow your house is empty" Pony said placing his bag down. No reply. I set my bag down and ran upstairs. These voices are ruining me. I know they aren't true but they hurt so much. I can nearly breathe without them harming me. Scratching me.

"Hey, Delilah listen to me. I love you and i swear nothing is gonna hurt you as long as i'm here okay?" Pony said pulling me into a hug.

Ha, he's good at lying. He doesn't love you. No one does. And as long as i'm here everything will hurt you. Your back will get worse. Disease

I can't take this anymore. I put my hands in a fist and hide the sides of my head "Get out!" i yelled and fell back.

Stupid

"Stop it! Get out of my head!" i screamed and yelled.

Stupid
Hated
Never wanted
Disease

Pony's POV

Delilah jumped out of my arms and fell to the ground screaming hitting her head "Stop it! Get out out of my head!" she cried. I ran down and tried to stop her fist but she accidentally hit me in the face and pushed me back. She pulled off her shirt and i could feel my ears go red as I followed the trail of scars down her back. Like Johnny's. She started to hit the back of her neck and scratch it. Her eyes were shut tight "You happy! I'm hurting?! Will you just leave my head alone!" she cried and I grabbed her hand. Her neck was bleeding and she was crying in my lap. I felt my heart shatter as i saw her crying. Cause she couldn't control her own voice.