I Want More

The Freak Out (slight x)

I wanted to just make her jealous, that's it. I didn't want it to go this far.

We had landed in Louisiana and the head cop kept trying to flirt with me. Penelope said to make Emily jealous so that's exactly what I did. Anytime Hotch asked someone to go with him, I volunteered.

He took me to a ton of bars in the area, we were trying to figure out and look for possible unsubs. A woman bought him a drink and he thought I was jealous, it was ironic.

"It was just bold. That's all." I smiled, brushing off his tone. "She probably thought we were just taking." His accent was like nails on a chalkboard. "We are just working?"

Will laughed and tried to buy me a drink. I put my hand on his and looked at him. "I have a better idea." I whispered. He thought for a moment before I led him back to the car.

I didn't really have a plan and if I did, sex with Will wasn't a part of it. Emily wasn't even here to have a reaction. As soon as he was done, I crawled back over the console and got in the drivers seat.

It wasn't bad, it just wasn't good. But anything that isn't Emily isn't good. I started fixing my hair and makeup when he started talking. "Is this just like a one time thing or...?"

"I want it to continue but it's just such a long distance and I can't do that." I lied. He was nice but not 'date him' nice. "That makes sense." I closed the mirror and drove back to the station.

Morgan and Emily knew something happened but she didn't care. At all. When we closed the case two days later and got back to the hotel, I was mad and stressed and she was there.

I just needed her. She helped me ride out my last orgasm and I laid back into the bed. She laid next to me and brushed hair out of my face. All of my energy was gone and it was late.

I woke up laying on top of her, hugging her torso. She was asleep and I didn't want to wake her up. I closed my eyes again until she shifted. This made me look at her and when she saw the position we were in, she immediately got up.

"What the hell was that?" She asked. I sat up on the bed and shrugged. "We fell asleep?" I got up and started to put clothes on as she stayed standing. "Jay, we aren't a couple. We are just friends."

I but my tongue and turned to her. "I know that." I threw my clothes into my bag and clean up the room before check out. "Why did we fall asleep? What the hell happened?" She asked.

I put my stuff down and crossed my arms. "Emily you fucked my brains out after a long tiring case. We were exhausted." I stormed off I to the bathroom and slammed the door.

Things were off since that case, she had apologized for freaking out but it was still off. We weren't talking until she found me in the bathroom crying.