I Want More

Don't Do This

I was finally kissing Emily. I had done it before but not like this. This was a love kiss, not a lust kiss. My hand pulled her head closer to mine and she pulled my waist into her.

"Come on." I whispered. I started to pull her out the door but she stopped me. "We can't just run away. You have Henry and Will. And I'm going to London."

She's what? "You're what?" I pulled myself away from her and stepped back. Her mouth was open but she couldn't say anything. "I was going to tell you." I started to cry again and she tried to get closer to me.

"Tell me what?" I whispered. Emily didn't say anything and reached for my hand but I pulled it back. "Don't do that. Tell me what?" My voice was cracking and I felt the tears on my face.

"I quit the BAU. I got a job at Interpol in London." She whispered. I laughed and looked away from her. "Then why did you tell me you loved me?"

"I don't know." She said everything I wanted to hear but now this. "I was ready to run away with you. Do you not want to run away with me?" I was ready to run. A phone call to Will and a little effort to determine custody of Henry.

When she didn't say anything I shook my head. "Just go. Don't come back."

General pov
Penelope, running around trying to finalize the small wedding details, needed to find JJ. After asking around for her, she found Will sitting on a bed alone.

"Will perfect. Have you seen JJ?" She asked, frantic. He nodded slowly. "She's with Emily." Will had always had a feeling JJ loved her coworker.

The way they interacted, especially since Emily came back. JJ had never treated Will like that. They're relationship was supposed to be a one night stand, not a marriage. He knew that, he just didn't want to admit it.

After thinking about their relationship, Will felt bad. JJ had given him what he needed and wanted and he did the same, but he had forced her into the relationship. If it wasn't for Henry, they wouldn't be together.

"Where are they?" Penelope asked, noticing his tone. He shrugged. "She loves her. Emily. Not me." He sighed. Penelope nodded. "This is all wrong. I shouldn't have proposed."

"No Will." Penelope tried to make him feel better but he cut her off. "I don't want this. I can't do this to her." Penelope sat next to him and tried to change his mind.

"She loves you. Really. Don't do this." She smiled. He shook his head and called JJ's phone, praying she had it on her.