I Want More

Run Away

He asked me to marry him. And I said yes. It seemed like the best step for us. Rossi must have overheard it because we had a wedding at his house.

When everyone helped set up, Emily was distant. She didn't say anything to me, not even in my dress. It hurt. I saw her taking to Morgan, Rossi and Hotch all separately and something was off.

She snuck off after she put her glass on a table and I ran off after her. "Jenny, where are you going?" Will asked, stopping my at the door. "I need to talk to Emily quick. I'll be back." I gave him a small smile and ran after her.

"Emily Prentiss!" I yelled when I saw her grabbing car keys. She turned and her eyes were pink. She was crying. I ran to her and put myself between her and the front door. "JJ move." She whispered.

I shook my head and yanked the keys from her hands. "What's going on? Why are you running from me? Why haven't you talked with me?" I asked. I didn't want to cry, I fought the tears back.

"I have just been busy helping with the wedding." She lied. I shook my head. "No you haven't." I knew she wasn't helping. "Just drop it." She whispered. I shook my head and let the tears fall.

"Emily why are you doing this? Why are you leaving?" She backed away from me and shook her head. "I can't see you do this." She whispered. It was barely loud enough to hear but I heard her.

I really wish I didn't her her.

"Don't do this Emily." I whispered. "I can't watch you marry him." She wasn't saying everything she needed to say. "Why?" I needed her to say it. "Because I love you JJ."

I shook my head. "You better be joking." She looked confused and I laughed. "I have loved you since that day I saw you in Hotch's office. I have loved you everyday since then and now you say it?"

I didn't let her get a word in.

"When I'm about to get married you tell me you love me? Are you serious? Now that you think you can't have me you want me? What the hell is wrong with you? Why didn't you tell me in Paris? Or at the bank earlier? Or any other time you saw me?"

"I don't know." She sighed.

"What am I supposed to do? Call it all off and live my happily ever after with you?" I asked. By now I was crying. I wanted her to say yes. I wanted her to tell me to run from Will and let her love me.

"Yes." She stated. I stopped thinking and smiled. She said exactly what I wanted. "What?" She took a step forward and pinned me against the door. "Run away with me." Her face was right in front of mine. I leaned forward and closed the space between our lips.