Giyutan

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Giyuus POV:

I messed up I really messed up how could I say that to Tanjiro I'm such an idiot for doing that to such a kind boy he wasn't lying I just didn't want him to talk about Aiya like that but now he wants space?! I really did fucked up

I should have known it, it was so obvious but being the idiot I am I didn't see the signs he gave me

I was already back at my estate stressing out I had my hands on my head gripping onto my hair and at the brink of tears spilling out of my eyes it was already 12:00 (00:00) pm and I couldn't fall asleep I couldn't stop thinking about Tanjiro his beautiful smile, his eyes, and his soft lips I thought it was all over I won't get to see or feel those things from him anymore

He made me get drunk just by thinking about him and I wish I could say something different earlier but being the idiot I am I didn't and let him walk away in silence

I can maybe try to talk to him tomorrow but he might tell me to leave or will ignore me and Nezuko will probably try to beat my ass up honestly I don't care if nezuko does I just need to see Tanjiro one more time but first I will have to talk with Aiya

Thinking about her made me boil with anger how dare she threaten Tanjiro and thought she could get away with it

I had been in my thoughts all night and I didn't realize it was already morning I got no sleep and I was exhausted but I couldn't fall asleep I changed into some different clothes and walked out of my estate and headed to Aiyas place

Once I got there I knocked on her door very loudly so she would be able to hear it was very early in the morning so I knew that she was asleep

Someone opened the door and it was Aiya she was rubbing her eye and looked up at me she looked confused at what I was doing there

" Giyuu-San? What are you doing here so early in the morning" she asked in a sleepy voice

"Tanjiro told me everything that you said to him now what makes you think you could say that and get away with it?"

Her eyes widened and looked nervous now as I walked into into her house without her permission all she did was stare at me and she tried to speak but keep on stuttering in her words I kept walking to towards her and she kept walking backwards until she hit a wall

Her back was now touching the wall and all she did was stare into my eyes, she looked scared while she was staring at me and she did an awkward laugh as she backed up

"I-I I'm very s-sorry please forgive m-me!"

"You expect me to forgive you? Do you realize what could have happened between me and Tanjiro?"

I said as I began to choke her she looked in shock when I did that she began to choke and started begging for me to let go of her she began to turn blue and that's when I dropped her I didn't want to kill someone but then again I would anything for Tanjiro I should have known that Tanjiro didn't like her but he didn't say anything to me about

She started to gasp for air and coughed as she held her chest, In my opinion she was being a bit dramatic it's not like I almost killed her right?

"I will be taking my leave now but if you ever try to hurt Tanjiro you will regret it I promise you that"

She didn't say anything in response to that and I saw her get teary I didn't feel any empathy for her at this point I really couldn't care less if I hurt her feelings

I went to her exit her house and I looked back at her one more time she looked like she was about to burst into tears and stared at me as I left and slammed the door behind me, I started to head to Tanjiro's house to apologize to him for what I did I was wrong about him I should have listened to him but no this had to happen