Giyutan

24

Tanjiro's POV:

As I slowly woke up from my deep slumber and I felt a long arm wrap around my waist that was pulling me closer in. I turn around and I saw Giyuu!? Wait what happened last night?

As I tried to recall what had happened the night before I started blushing like crazy at the thought that me and Giyuu had sex... again! I'm pretty sure he used protection tho so that's the good thing but I thought he didn't love me anymore.

Maybe he just did it for his sexual desires but even then if that was true he still asked me if I was okay with it. I honestly don't even know what to think anymore this is so confusing

My thoughts were soon interrupted by Giyuu waking up beside me I heard him sit up and I felt his eyes on me but I pretended I was still asleep and he seemed to fall for it

I didn't want to look at him because I was still naked and I didn't want to face an awkward moment with him

I heard him get off the bed and change into some clothes I didn't know what I was going to wear when I got up because he literally ripped my clothes last night. I guess I'll just have to wear something of his.

After he finished I heard him walk out of the room and he had closed the door behind him once he did that I instantly stood up and looked for some clothes to put on

I looked in his closet and I just grabbed whatever I could find once I had put them on it was a sweater of his and some pants of course they were big on me but it honestly didn't even look that bad on me

I started to head for the door but as soon as I grabbed onto the handle I started feeling incredibly nervous. I was scared of what Giyuu would say to me about everything that happened the night before

I slowly took a deep breath and walked out of the room. When I opened the door it seemed to catch Giyuus attention and he turned to look at me. I stared at him for a little bit before he began to walk up to me

I felt sick to my stomach but acted like nothing was wrong until he started to speak to me

"Tanjiro...about last night I um..I'm very sorry I didn't know what came over me"

Wait was he apologizing? It was so awkward between me and him I didn't know what to say to that. But It was also kinda funny because he was blushing and was trying not to look at me and I couldn't help but laugh a bit

I shouldn't have done that because now he was staring at me. I soon stopped and I looked at the ground feeling embarrassed this time and I finally had they courage to say something back to him

"It's okay...I guess... but did you...never mind"

I wanted to ask him if he did it because he loved me but I just remembered that he said he didn't so it's true he just did it for his sexual desires. I don't know why but I kinda felt my heart break at that thought although I already knew it, it still hurts

"I should be taking my leave now goodbye Giyuu"

I said while walking out of his estate you could tell that my voice was shaky I wanted to cry but there is no reason to cry right now

I'm just stupid for having sex with him and then think he still loved me even tho he told me he didn't

"Gosh that sounds so stupid haha"

I said out loud as tears slowly started to roll down my cheek. I was already on my way back to my house so nobody was able to hear me, well I hope not

Once I had gotten back home I looked for Nezuko so I could vent to her about my problems but I couldn't find her anywhere she's probably out with her friends that's fine tho it's not like it's urgent anyway