Grumpy Beginnings

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amarafellowesiscool, weekend do's

emmabakeman, math hw meme is true  amarafellowesiscool, im abt to drop the class i swear

kianaolsen444, i love and miss u

amarafellowesiscool, I MISS YOU MORE come down to valley soon

kianaolsen444, i will come next holidays ml, 3 more weeks!!!!!

adelinelovesyou, hi pretty girl

amarafellowesiscool, hi beautiful :)











online classes suck

emmabakeman😇

amara did u have any luck with the ancient history project?

amarafellowesiscool🐱

yeah i did, i emailed you the notes did u get em??

emmabakeman😇

OH YEAH i did sorry. how're you going w ur classes?

amarafellowesiscool🐱

yeah im going alr. riding is taking up most of my time but, its just online college so im not really worried that much.

emmabakeman😇

yeah yeah true.

zanaisabelle💋

HI. is anyone free rn. emma are you free??

amarafellowesiscool🐱

yeah ill be free in like 15-20 mins, im just finishing up work

emmabakeman😇

yeah im free

zanaisabelle💋

ok good emma. can u meet me at mine in likeeee 10??

emmabakeman😇

yeah sure, i'll leave now

amarafellowesiscool🐱

can i come too? what're we gonna do?

zanaisabelle💋

ummmm i dont think you'll get there in time. we're gonna go out tonight and stuff. plus you dont like that type of thing so its fine.

emmabakeman😇

u can come next time tho mara

zanaisabelle💋

omfg.

amarafellowesiscool🐱

oh ok








JOURNAL:

Tue, 18 April

I can really tell that Zana doesn't like me. at all. she texted me and emma if we were free, we both were but for the 7th time this month she's just ignored me and every time i said i was free and went with emma. which is fine. if she doesn't like me thats okay. i just wished she either admitted it or she pretended she did like me. i cant believe I used to like her too. this is all probably because I told her I liked her, after I did she started acting super super weird and distant and didn't want to see me. she was the first friend I made in online college and we used to hangout all the time. I cant tell if I regret telling her my feelings or not. if I didn't tell her how I felt we would still be friends. maybe her hating me was fine.

Emma doesn't hate me though, I can tell she's just easily convinced by Zana. dumb blonde kind of shtick you know. I hope I get to see Emma soon though. i do really miss her. but I'm scared I miss her too much, too much like im starting to like her. like like her. I don't want to like like her so I'm trying to talk to her less than usual. I don't want the same thing that happened with me and Zana to happen to us, she's practically the only friend I have left. but I don't want her to think I'm ignoring her by not talking to her as much. because Im not. but I don't want to have feelings for her. I don't know what to do. I just hope she doesn't really notice me not talking to her as much, though holidays is rolling around soon which means Emma will probably come down to see me at valley. If I get butterflies in my stomach when I see her, I swear to god.






































rbnnn44:

the text part messed up for all of the parts im so sorry omfg

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