Hydra's Murderer

I wake up back in the cell I was in around a month ago. I look around and see Bucky on the other side of the glass, I try to hit the glass but my hands are cuffed
"Fuck you" I say
"Its for both of our safety" he replies
"Bullshit" I reply
"What did Hydra do to you?" He says
"Why would you care?" I stare at him
"Because this isn't you"
"Isnt it?" I reply
He stands up and walks closer
"What did they do?" He repeats
"You know, I think it's more 'what did I do' to be completely honest with you" I grin
A shocked expression flashes on his face
"Hydra had an experiment. I wanted, let's call it an upgrade. However the experiment they were making hadn't been tested yet. They didn't know what it would do. They told me not to take it, but I didn't give a shit" I stop
"And what did it do to you" he says again
"Fucking hell, do you not listen to me?" I raise my voice
"Tell me" he says
"I killed Alice" I say then sit down, smiling
I see a single tear drop down his face.

"Why? Why would you do this?" He says
I stand up again "I'm an assassin, Hydra's Murderer. I dont need a weak, pathetic little girl getting in the way" I spit
"I'm sorry Alice" he mutters
"Well I'm not" I say
"I think you can change" he whispers
"I highly fucking doubt it" I say back
He looks at me and opens the door
"What the fuck are you doing?" I ask. If it weren't for these cuffs he would be dead already.
He walks slowly over to me and stops, just inches away from me
"What are you doing?" I ask
"This isnt you" he whispers then grabs my arm. He catches me off guard and kisses me passionately on the lips. After about 2 seconds I knee him in the crotch
"Stay away from me" I shout.

Suddenly I wake up. It was just a dream. Was it? It seemed so real
"Winter Nightmare, you're awake. Don't worry, that all happened. We are simply borrowing you for a few hours, then we will put you back" Zemo says
The cell doors open and I get dragged out. I get taken into the operation room. I get fastened to the table and the Hydra doctor grabs an electric saw
"W-what are you doing with that?" I say, scared
"This is punishment for failing your mission" Zemo says then walks out
"No! No I'm on it! Please just give me more time!" I break down into tears
The saw is placed against my left arm and I scream in pain and pass out.

*Time skip 2 hours*
I wake up and I feel strange. My arm is throbbing and my head hurts. I didn't think much about it. I get up and look at my reflection in the glass. I notice something with my arm and before I can freak out I'm knocked out.
I wake up back in the cell at the compound, wearing knew clothes that covered every part of my body apart from my face. I fell asleep.