Hydra's Murderer

Tortured

Bucky unlocked the door and I went in. He closed the door and left. I sat down on the floor, scared and broken.

About a minute later Bucky came back in with my pj's and handed them to me
"Go get changed then we will go to sleep" he says softly
I get up and walk into the bathroom. I have a hospital gown on, but my suit is still underneath. I slowly get changed and think about what I'm going to do tomorrow. I walk out and see Bucky on the balcony I walk over and stand to the right of him, I look at the view just like he is. Bucky didn't notice I was there- he was zoned out. Suddenly he grabs my left hand a holds it, resting our arms on the balcony. I breath in, hoping he wouldn't notice. He does.

He looks down at my hand, I quickly pull it away
"A-Alice what is that?" He says
I stay silent, looking back out to the view, holding back tears
"Fuck sake answer me!" He says firmly
I break down into tears and burry my face into his chest
"Doll, I'm sorry- I didn't mean to. Your hand just felt strange. It was like it wasn't flesh" he strokes my hair
I pull back and look at the view again, luckily it was dark enough Bucky couldn't see it. He goes back to looking at the view as well. After about 3 minutes of silence I can't bear it anymore
"Buck..." I say quietly
"Yes doll?" He replies
He looks at me, smiling slightly
"Jarvis... turn on the balcony lights" I say
I turn to face Bucky and the lights turn on
"I-in Hydra, they did something before the chip.." I begin
"Doll come on you're scaring me" he says
"I-I woke up like t-this" I say then remove my arm from behind my back, revealing my metal arm- it was like his old one, silver with a red star, I start to cry
"I'm gonna kill them" is all I hear Bucky say
"No, Bucky I'm fine. I'm fine" I say
"No! No you are not Doll! Hydra turned you into a killing machine and tortured you and made you different. They made you think you are unloved and a monster, someone who would kill anyone" he shouts
I stand up to leave- I don't know where I would go but I don't want to be here. Bucky grabs my arm and I punch him in the stomach with my metal one.

"N-no Bucky I didn't mean to I-I am so sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I say through tears
"I know I know. You never want to hurt anyone" he says he pulls me towards the door and we walk out of the bedroom and into mine
"B-buck what are we doing?" I ask
He puts me onto the chair and kisses me on the lips and quickly walks to my wardrobe, a few minutes later he comes back with a bunch of my clothes
"Buck where are we going!" I say louder
"I'm gonna fix you" is all he says
He stuffs my things into a bag and he grabs my hand again and leads me down to the Quin Jet area. We walk in and he starts it up.