The way I loved you Sunki/Sunsun

Insane

"hmm. i - think - yes" Sunoo spoke between the chews " even if not for other arts for modeling for sure." he finished after swallowing. "and are you going Niki?" he asked back. "yes. i already registered for november" Niki grinned at him.

"Junnie you remember when you talked about having Sunghoon as a rebound? right after me and Niki broke up..." Sunoo trailed off. him and Yeonjun agreed to have a sleepover and have already spent several hours gossiping about everything. the older nodded "why are you asking tho? don't tell me you really did it like that" he said unsure what to expect from Sunoo. "no... i never wanted to do that... " silence enveloped them "i just feel like. i don't know. like I'm trying to do that right now" Yeonjun's eyes widened. "like I'm forcing myself to be with him because of what he feels to me but i don't necessarily feel the same... " Sunoo let out the thoughts he was keeping inside since he met Niki again. "maybe - hmm... maybe it's because he proposed. it's so early for that you know. so it may be it." his blonde friend was doing his best to help Sunoo out but he was aware it may not be it. "i don't know since Niki came around again... it's just not the same" he almost whispered the last part.

i feel like i'm going insane honestly. we broke up more than a year ago. and everything was good. i had no doubts for this time but now... that damn boy is still playing with my mind even without trying. and now i may be seeing him at uni almost daily...

~~~
it's short update but i hope you like it
like and comment please ❤️