"STOP! JUST STOP I'M ALREADY SICK OF IT!" Sunoo finally broke after Niki's constant nagging that seemed to not have an end. "ARE SICK OF IT OR ARE YOU SICK OF ME?" Niki yelled back also reaching his breaking point. "FINE MAYBE I AM SICK OF YOU. YOU KEEP NAGGING ME FOR AN HOUR NOW. I CAN DO NOTHING LIKE THIS AND THIS ASSIGNMENT IS LIKE FUCKING HALF OF MY GRADE!" he was fed up by now. he kept trying to start his midterm assignment but he couldn't focus. and why is that you may ask. because his boyfriend just won't leave him alone. "I KNOW!" Niki shouted back but took a deep breath and tried to calm down. "i know. i just wanted to spend a little time with you though, is it that much? i haven't seen you for the whole day. i'll just go. sorry for bothering you. i love you." Sunoo's head was now resting in his hands Niki went ahead and kissed the top of it and exited the room. when the door closed behind him he grabbed his blonde hair and tried his hardest not to cry. is Sunoo really sick of him? he just wants to see him he can't help it. and there is still a lot of time for that assignment so some minutes won't kill. on the other side of the door Sunoo was already crying his heart out. he was too harsh he knows that. school makes him stressed these days but it's none of an excuse. and Niki will most likely help him with this assignment later. he loves him so much yet he shows the opposite.
"ugh! that's unfair!" Sunoo threw his pad on the sofa. once again he lost to his boyfriend at Mario Kart. "you just suck at this game deal with it" blond replied his win streak being now 17. "you know it won't hurt to let me win once in a while." pink-haired boy was now throwing a tantrum. "don't be a kid. one more round?" Niki offered him his pad but Sunoo wasn't having it. "no i don't want to play anymore. and I'm not a kid I'm your hyung." he replied coldly and stood up. "I'll head home now" Niki followed him. "no! please don't be upset. i didn't mean it.". the older grabbed his jacket and turned around. "so what if you didn't mean it, it still hurt" he kissed his boyfriend cheek and turned to walk outside.
"Niki? where are you? why are you not here we are already running late." Sunoo was annoyed. they were supposed to visit his grandparents but his boyfriend still didn't show up. "I'm sorry bae i just lost track of time. I'll pick you up soon" in fact the younger lost track of time while gaming on his console, Sunoo was sure of it. he hummed in response and hung up waiting for the younger.
he shut the car door a little to hard which irked Niki. "what's up with that?" he asked defensively sensing another argument. "what's up with your track of time hmm? we were supposed to be there 30 minutes ago. " Sunoo replied with a question. yes Niki messed up he knew that. he has no excuse whatsoever. but Sunoo should also not pick a fight now right? "well sorry once again can you not attack me right now? I'm sure you don't want to be in this mood with your elders." so he retorted back to him starting to feel salty about the whole situation. "you promised me something and failed to do that. don't i have a right to be in a bad mood about that?" both of them knew where it was going but neither was willing to stop first.
Niki was in a really bad mood today. yesterday he received a reply from Seoul University and it wasn't positive. they replied that although he meets all necessary qualifications and more they are obligated to accept this year graduates first. and they filled out all slots already. ugh ohh. and the last part; they invite him to apply next year. mm thanks of course he worked so hard to be stood up like this, what else?! "so? how's your result?" someone's arms sneaked around him as familiar voice sing-songed the question. so his boyfriend got in. Niki sighed "they must accept this year graduates first." he replied and held his boyfriend's hand up to his lips, gently kissing it. "what about you, you got in right?" he questioned. "yes. biotechnology as i wanted. with fine arts." pinkette replied tip-toeing to kiss younger's neck. Niki felt jealous, his performance was outstanding in his school not to mention outside activities. Sunoo was a little above average at best. yet he got in and Niki had to wait another year. "you must be sad now. but look at it from the other side; if you enrolled this year then you would basically live 'adult life' one year faster. and lose one year of your youth." the older tried his best to cheer his boyfriend up. "mm forget it. i am losing one year right now. i worked so hard and it was our dream, to study at SU together. but it failed now. and its not even because i was not enough. it was because they needed to let graduates first." he was on a verge of tears now. "and if you excuse me" he removed his boyfriend's hands off himself "I'd like to be alone now." silence fell between them for a little bit "don't do that now. don't run away because you are upset. i want to be with you thru the hard parts too. but only if you'll let me." Sunoo spoke fast trying to stop his boyfriend. "okay then. come here with me." Niki offered his hand which was immediately held by Sunoo's smaller one.
Sunoo now lied on their shared hotel bed. Niki went to prepare a damp towel to clean him up. he knew what he was going for of course but still there was lingering felling of dissapointment. well maybe now they can talk it out. but he knows his boyfriend well and chances for that are close to zero. most probably he will act as if he is not affected by that rejection anymore. "I'm back" Niki spoke softly as he began to clean his tummy and thighs. "i know you did in to take my mind off the uni thing. i feel better now thank you." he offered Sunoo clean boxers to wear "you are my angel". Sunoo furrowed his brows as he complied with Niki helping him put on his tee. "you feel better but you are not over it yet. can we talk in out?" he tried pushing the topic further. "no need to. seriously. I'm okay now." as expected his boyfriend pretended to be fine. "you never talk to me about your problems." pinkette sighed "what kind of love it is if you don't want to share your hardships with me?" he tried other tactic. "you know i don't want to burden you." blond pressed their foreheads together once again climbing on top of his boyfriend "and its all good now really." he tried assuring his love nuzzling their faces together. neither was willing to let go of their point and oh here it goes. but this fight was to be different.
"hoon have you seen my hello kitty mug?" oh no. that's the cup Sunghoon accidentally broke two days ago. "which one, pink or green?" he tried acting clueless. just hoping Sunoo won't spot it in the trash can. "the one i found in pieces in the trash." his voice sounded stern. so he found it. "I'm sorry i dropped it accidentally." Sunghoon went to the kitchen to hug his boyfriend. "you should have told me." he seemed annoyed to say the least. "I'll buy you new one okey?" brunette tried to ease down the situation. "you can't buy it it was limited edition!" mhm so that backfired. "then I'll find a better one.". "as if. just forget it." Sunoo began to walk away. " how can i make it up to you then?". Sunghoon was still trying to calmly reason with him but to no avail. "nothing. just let me mourn it in peace. alone." he went to hide in their shared bedroom.
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The way I loved you Sunki/Sunsun
Fiksi PenggemarSunoo reminescents his past lover while being seemingly happy with his fiancé.
