I'm not feeling anything at all

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Sunoo dreaded his meeting with Yeonjun so much. when he woke up Niki already drank his coffee and almost finished making food. he was also talking how Sunoo should hurry up if he also wants to pick up something from his apartament. so they arrived at the empty apartament packed some things and then Niki took him to the meeting place with a promise to deliver his things to his parent's house and to be just one call away.
so now Sunoo was pacing left and right in front of their usual café already 15 minutes late wishing he doesn't have to go in. "oh you're here sorry for being late". he almost jumped hearing Yeonjun's voice. "no problem. let's go in" he uttered before making his way inside.
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"so Sunoo i think i know what you want to talk about." Sunoo took a deep breath but Yeonjun didn't even let him start. "i also know what happened yesterday and although i think you made the right decision it still hurt Sunghoon a lot and thinking that if i didn't tell him what i knew then maybe you would have waited longer with it all... i feel excused for what i said. look; Sunghoon is a really good guy, he's just not the right guy for you... or for me" Sunoo who was listening to him quietly only let out a humorless laugh which Yeonjun took as a sign to go on. "so if that's settled then we should focus on how you can heal yourself before getting back with Niki so then it lasts and for me it is how to apologize to Sobinnie... and maybe i should consider my feelings for him." he finished. "wait you are for real?" at first Sunoo thought Yeonjun was just trying to ease the tension and just joking but now he was confused. did Yeonjun really think it was just that? "i mean..." Yeonjun hesitated "what's more to it. like it's a boy drama." Sunoo sighed. Yeonjun saw none of his fault. to him it wasn't about Sunghoon or relationships. or boy drama. it was how Yeonjun betrayed his trust. how he went to Sunghoon to tell him everything he knew happened. or what he supposed happened. "Yeonjun. it's not boy drama to me. if you tried to get together with hoon, even if you two got together i wouldn't care. it's about how you went behind my back talking to him. some things you said weren't true..." he took another breath "it hurts me you put My fiancé over me." after Sunoo said that uncomfortable silence fell between them only to be broken by  a waitress. "hello. what can i get for you two?"

"you look so down Jay really wasn't exaggerating " was how Jungwon greeted Sunoo when he arrived to their weekly class. "you are talking to Jay?" was all Sunoo managed to utter, being somewhat offended by the comment. and last he knew his friend was simping over the guy but nothing else. "yea we actually have a date later this week. but don't change the topic. what happened to you?" he was not letting go of the topic but Sunoo was glad he had someone he could vent to. "i had a fight with Yeonjun. he went behind my back to tell Sunghoon his assumptions about my relationship with Niki and stuff like that and then when we met up i intended to talk it out but he said he felt excused to say all that and that Sunghoon just wasn't right for me and he's glad this boy drama is over so we can focus on our lives; me rebuild my relationship with Niki and him with Soobin. and he doesn't see anything wrong in what he did"...
Sunoo told him in detail how their argument went, and also the backstory of his breakup with Sunghoon as well as his feelings for Niki.
"hmm Sunoo. i can't say you are in the wrong about Yeonjun but espexcially because of that i agree with one thing he said." Sunoo looked at him hurt but Jungwon continued. "you need to heal yourself before you go back to Niki. no actually let me rephrase that; you HAVE to heal yourself before you MAYBE get back together with Niki. i also noticed that you rely on Sunghoon to make you feel secure. and from your story i see you do the same with Niki. and okay your boyfriend should make you feel secure that's fine, but your sense of security should not be coming only from being with him. maybe also that's the reason why you jumped into a relationship with Sunghoon that fast. like i am not a specialist and maybe you should try talking to one but from my point of view it is that way" he finished his speech and Sunoo nodded. "okay. i can see where this is coming from. i think you are right. I'll take your advice, thank you for hearing me out." he hugged his friend. "am i interrupting something" their professor grumbled fed up with their constant talking. the duo ducked their heads apologizing in incision "sorry miss that won't happen again... "

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we are getting closer and closer to the end 🥳
so here are my other fan fiction drafts tell me which one you like best.

~~ we are getting closer and closer to the end 🥳so here are my other fan fiction drafts tell me which one you like best

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another sun(sunki) story but it's an omegaverse au

I'm not that set on the ship but Changbin fits the bodyguard vibe well

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I'm not that set on the ship but Changbin fits the bodyguard vibe well

I'm not that set on the ship but Changbin fits the bodyguard vibe well

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showki story i made up while listening to mx song "blame me"

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